Wassup If mA LifeeEeeee?

i MISS her.

2005-11-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

hey.

currently eating this thing.
which i made myself. haha. its nice.
i wonder wheres my love; smoolie.
she's not online fer like 2 days?
i miss her alot lah.

never go out today.
mom friends come over. receive 15bucks. WEE!
cook and stuff. yummy.

errrr..thats all la.
basically, i stay at home.
chase my cat ard the house.
then he poop under my bed.
and it stinks alot.
and i ask my dad to clean it up.
then my dad wanna signup the friendster thingy.
i say do it for him, if he clean up the poop.
im so mean.

nyahaha!
so boring gitu.
then then, my sister go cari keje today.
i dunnoe ar.
she just reach home now.
its fucking late.
and mom n dad tk mara die.
TAK FAIR KAN?
KNNCB! k, i promise azrul tat i wont say vulgars fer 1 month and he will give me 10bucks.
it that okey? 10buck only? hurhur.

k la.
i gtg.
goodnyte love.

tha past.

2005-11-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

after reading your testi..u said i can call u my baby gurl and u can call me your babyboy?thiz is all fer a while.. ..day by day i tink u wont call me your baby boy animore.. ..but i'll still call u my babygurl. ..
coz mayb u find sumone better then me.. ..but n0!u wont ryte?coz u promised me.. ..but tk tau arh kalau u nk silent stead or hiding behind me.. ..
k bye.. ..

i found that on my friendster. GOSHH!

that was so long time ago.

when we haf our first break up. i was the one who ask fer it.

and hey, i regret it ok!

HURHUR!

and that msg, he was the one who send it to me..

miss him la.

k la. i dowan to elaborate bout it.

today,

maybe followin my sis cari keje.

but mcm lazy uh.

hmmmmm. my bobby want to commit suicide just now. haha.

he sit at the window. scary eh.

bobby is my cat la. HUAHUAHUA~

LALALA!

k la i wanna go out.

with my sister. hmmmmmmm.

k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i try to find.

2005-11-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

helloh guys and dolls.
haha!

today went out with nenek and atok and the sedare.
got this perjumpaan hari raya.
some kind of gathering or something.
got guests and stuff.
got a mini concert and lucky draws.
and goodyy, i won a lucky draw.
and what i get is a wall clock.
haha. coolness i can say.

i wore my mom black baju kebaya.
its niceee. the kain is like kain pelikat kaler brown.
the baju is black with red lines and felawers.
hahaha.
i like it lahh! hehe.
hari raya da nk habis. and my collection sikit je!
tak fair ok!
byk org bday this november.
duet plak tk cukop. mcm mane uhh?
hmmmmm.
i feel like watching harry potter and the goblet of fire.
tetapi, nanti duet habis ar. anybody kind enuff to treat me?
heh. cos on my bday i didnt get anything.
only a dinner. at downtown east sakura. the buffet thing.
and thats all..sedih laa! tk dpt bday present.
like, on my bday, takde org kesah gitu.
then on thier bday, they expect this and that.
KNNCB!

k lor. i wanna sleep or something.
goodnyte love.

lalala

2005-11-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOH PEOPLE!

atlastttttt,
finallyyyyyyyy,
dah bley kai comp.

weeeeee. yayyyyyyyyyyyyy..
today kluar jln rayer ngn azrul n azril ngn sedare drg n drg peh kwn peh kwn.
hahah. collection tk byk ar. boring. YAWN YAWN YAWN.
meow.

i want to do my things.
k byebye.

your love, brighten my dimmest light.

2005-10-26T11:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOHHH!

im STILL using the lembab-nk-mampos school computer.
like i said, NEHMIND UH! hahah

i already buy the baju's and acessories for hari raya.
but i haven't buy the shoes and beg uh.
lalala.
im wearing pink with the family and green and anoder pink as sendiri.
bekk. i miss everybody uh.
i miss the wonderisya.yani.camwhore.lolliepoppie.lyra
GOSHH! takde msn mcm blei mati gitu.
tapi tak tahu asal tak mati mati. -_-"

'because we have our own way'

thats what he told me. i miss hym even more as days pass by.
BUT, he move on with his life already, with anoder girl maybe?
anoder victim of a heartbreaker.
but i miss hym alotalot lah!
i bleed alot.
but i dont cry. i only cry in the toilet with mr jamban and ms ciggerate.
i love them both. they comfort me when im down.
i dont sleep at night now a days.
i sleep during the afternoon. and when night comes, i cant sleep.
LALALALALAAA!

i love sally's rejex
they rocks my undiess!
thier songs akcuali brings me up whenever im down.
especially my love and oh sally and unforgiven sin.
i wanted to go to thier gig at sembawang that time.
but im freakin sick. and that stupid rawjak tease me for tat.
tease me fer being freakin sick and cannot go to tat gig.
SHEESH!

i got nothing else to say lah.
since my computer at home tidak boleh pakai,
and today is the last day to use the sch computer.
so cannot update anymore lah.
tomorrow need to clean the sch and stuff.
and on friday is the parents meeting session.
and then, NO MORE SCHOOL! yay!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!(in advance lah!)

bless me with warm affections.
thank you.
may allah bless you.

yours truly;
nurul.
gonna miss ya all!

im VEH happy TODAY, NOT!

2005-10-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOH PEOPLES!
im veh happy today, NOT!. i got good news and no bad news.
NYEHEH!
btw, im still in school. using tha slow 1 2 3 computer.
hey, atleast its something then nothing.
atleast i can update ma blog and check friendster here.
HEH! k whatever.
mr sim[form teacher] told us that, WE ALL PROMOTED TO SEC 3!
YAYYYYYYY! im so happyyyyyyy and gladdddd! *pheww*
im so gonna kill myself if i retain in sec2. nyeheheehe.
but no, i will not die yet. cos i get promoted to sec3. dpt extra duet raya lah tahon nie.
HEH!
WOOOOOOO! k diammah.

my wishlist(untok hari raya)
get my heart fix.
get hym back. =) (if can lah)
peachpinkish baju kebaya w/o sulam
pink baju kurung
green baju kebaya with sulam
match earrings and necklace
black heels or whatt
cut hair again
colour/dye hair
~~hair wax~~
waterproof mascara
HARI RAYAAAAA!

wee. thats all lah. wooowoowoowoo!

tak sabar lah untok hari raya!

but, it wont be tha same. GREAT, here i go again.

i promise maself to 'get over' him.

cos my sister say, 'why should you love someone who doesn't love you'

but i dont think like tat. i still heart hym alot. i dont care to whatever ppl say.

and tat include my bitchy sister. i hate her butt. cos its nice and bouncy. HEH!

i plainly miss hym alot lah.

you know when i said that i can imagine my life w/o hym.

well, NOW im living my life w/o hym.

i dunnoh uh. how to deal without him and things.

its been 2weeks and 3days sincei vroke up with him.

see, i even count tha days. gawdddd!

hmmmmmm..my freaking phone has no been ringing since he left.

SOMEBODY CALL ME CAN?

cos im freakin boredd la. i always sit on my bed and stare at ma phone hoping for someone to call me.

lalalalala. k i miss tha old cheerful and loud and crazy, wackie me.

i want burp and fart loud2 like dulu lah. LOL!

mcm aku takde manners gitu.

excuse me, i got manners ok. i onlie fart loud2 at home.

NOT in PUBLIC!

i only burp in the public. but not really2 loud lah. STUPID!

k uh, gtg.

wanna check tha friendster.

and remember, GIF ME A CALL!

cheer me up or something. that will make up ma day.

lotsa love,

nurul.

GEYLANGGG dengdengdengdeng!

2005-10-20T09:17:00.000+08:00

helloh again.

im still using the slow-mcm-turtle school computer.
and that sucks big time. BABI!
i still wish tat he will be back in my arms.
but i guess i cant?
i think he's happy now. without me in his life.
plus, i promise myself not to disturb him by sms-ing him all the time.
but i cant help it. i got the urge to contact him.
i miss him alot. HOW?

i still dont understand lah. HMPH!

yesterday go geylang with my sister.
since the plan which eika planned tak menjadi.
kerana bayak org tidak free and macam-macam alasan.
entah mengapa. -_-"
so, walk ard geylang. buy streets food and eat it while we look for baju raya.
tuh bile dah BUKE lah! dah buke baru mkn. BODO! nyahaha.
im so rude.

so, walk ard. saw many familiar faces.
like him,her,them,she and he.
and, THE ANUGERAH FINALIST.
which one include khairul, azmir and fauzi.
tak tahu kenape si khairil takder.
azmir look CUTE lah! but got this black2 thing under his eyes.
blackeyeliner? maybe? punk? HUH? hahaha.
and and khairul also wear blackeyeliner.
and fauzi is so goddamn tall. but i always see him in tampines mall and ard bedok.
i love his hair lah! so cool! nyahahaha.
then then, got some girls go 'EHH ehhhh ehhEEEEEEEE~ tuh tuh tuh, FAUZI! KHAIRUL~ AZMIRRRRRRR!!'
OMFG~ you know, girls like tat. so cheeky. harharhar.
DENG DENG DENGG DENGGGGG!
haa. the guy which sell dendeng, miang lah. =P

im trying to update as much as i can cos at home cannot use internet lah.
rindu internet gitu.

but!! TETAPI!!

saye rindu itu ex saya lah.
yg bernama itu, alah. tidak apa lah.
dia tidak kesah pasal saya lagi agaknya.
sayangbanyakbanyakbolehnaikgila.
paham? understand?

ok bye.

sorry babies!

2005-10-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

HELLOH!

im currently in school.
my computer at home punya internet tak boleh pakai lah!
rosak, you know!
so, MCM BODO GITU. pakai computer yg slow mcm turtle kat skola.
HMPH!
VEH SLOW OKEYY~ stupid fCuk!
idiot, mak diorg giler agaknye. mcm *TOOT*!

so, i've broke up with zul. on the 7th of october 2005.
i miss him alot lah. and when we broke up, i didn't even get a last hug or what.
you know, nk buat lebih touching gitu. dpt last hug. nyehehe!
EH IM SERIOUS OK! hmph!

i dont ever know why we broke up.
he dont want my to suffer by the way he treats me. he is the one who asked for it.
well, whats done its done.
i miss alot. tats all. FULL STOP. butbut, i want him back can?
PREETY PLEASE! heh.

to the taggers.
i'll link you guys up when i got more time and when my internet dah ok.
OKEY?
and, holla at me @ 81473418.
thank you. (:

much love and care,
nurul albaniah bte *LALALALALA* bin *LALALALA*
nyehehehehee. bye.

what does that mean?

2005-10-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

heylo sweetstuffs from the above.

science paper today was 'okey lahh'
t'cher ask to study the whole chapter on sound.
i did, and only FEW questions come out on that. sheesh-ness
AND one, about the function of the 'penis'
eh SHIT, that one i dunnohh sia. i only study the girl one. which is the vagina.
cos i have it whatt. then i anyhow put. the penis is a male reperduction system. BLABLABLA.
GEE, so sorry if im being so stupid here. -_-"

then they also ask to explain what part of the penis and blablabla.
that one i skip. i only know about the testis(the balls). if u dunnoh. HUAHUA!
errr..finish that paper at 9.55am.
reach home at 11. its a 2hour paper. i offically finish doing it all at 8.50?
then get to sleep. but the sec 3s walk outside our class damn noisy ar. esp the chinese.
talk and laugh loud loud and think its thier fathers place. NABEHEHEH!
and by saying that means im a racist or what s-h-i-t.
i have chinese and tamil friends you know.
BUTTT!! TETAPI!!
youu knowww, SOME of those chinese aunties and apeks expect us to RESPECT the ghost fest thingy by not doing this this and that that.
WELL unties and apeks, you should teach ur grandchildres/childrens to RESPECT our fasting month!!

some chinese studentts and like fucking pig, eat AND drink infront of US and making us jeolous.
they are like eating eating muching2 and saying 'THIS THING VERY NICE! YOU WANT SOME? OHH YAHH, YOU ALL FASTING! HAHAHAHA! TOO BAD!' then eats proudly infront of us. likefuckkk!
not just chinese, BUT tamils too!
really piss me off! feel like pull thier cocks out and no fathers day for them. thats for the BOYS LAH!
and for the girls,
i'll choke thier vagina with bamboo poles(untok jemur kain baju) inside thier vagina.
HAHAHAH! and no mothers day for them.
HAHA! k im not a racist. nyahahah!

HAHAH!
this is my sister eyes.
YAHH! she cacat oneee! carzy poophead!
she thinks eyes like that veh sek sek one!
hahahaha! LOL!
but i love her lah! stupid poophead!

EVERYBODY, LAUGH WITH ME!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

GREAT! i've been trying to upload my pic but the stupid blogger wont let it to.
nabehhh. HMPH!

till then, have a good day.

wakeUP,u're gonna miss the PREETY morning.

2005-10-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOH.

today is the first day on puasa and it was okay.
i didn't feel hungry at all.
today got history and math paper 1.
my oh my, history is damnnnn hard. my mind goes blank when i read those questions.
and i study real hard last night. i want to pass my history. hurhur.
math was okey. keep on thinkin bout hym.
i can't forget hym. i dunnoh whats gonna happen to us.
he said..NVM uh!

ohWELLS.
i guess, he moved on. i just wish i did too.
i really regret for doing those shits and tell him those things which suppose to be kept to myself.
and now, he changed. ALOT. i can't imagine my life without him. i love him so much.
even tho he changed, i still love him. why must this happen now?
i give him all my love and my best. i wished i could turn back time.
i dont understand why and him. even tho i told him that i understand everything.
i just wish that i could. but i can't. hmmmmm..

that's hym when he is still sin-less and cute.
editted by risya.
nice? nice?

memoriess.
i MISS him so badly.
i told him many times.
die mcm heck-care gituu.
how?
HMMMMMMMMMMMM.
k im bored.

anyways, i've change my layout again.
its green. cos i love green. i love green since p4 i think.
everything i own is green last time.
then p6, i got crazy over pink.
HAHAH! crazy. a pink freak last time.
now im a green freak. green ranger.
HIAKKKKKK!!

till then.
byebye.

p/s; listen to the song. its nice. i love it. =)

2005-10-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

EH HELLOH.

im so CHEERFUL today!
and i LOVE it!
WOOHOOO!
k crazy.

TODAY,
i rot at home the whole day.
BORINGGG.
clean my room and things.
BLABLABLA.
bahdebahbah.
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDD.
ehhh..my frendster profile is WEIRD and MESSY.
BUT i LOVE ITT LAH!
hahahah!

chat with crazymunkey just now.
OKEY LA. nothing intresting. HAHAH!
he is such a horny bitchhh!
REALLY! HAHAHAHAH!
funny. BEKK! MEOW! WOOF!
k la bye!

2005-10-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

HELLOHHH!

i can't stop blogging.
SO, i cannot HIATUS.
got the urge to blog. DUNNOH WHY.
the english paper on friday was okey la.
paper one was hardd. the compo's tittle all hardhard one.
HAIYO!
but paper two was okey lahh. i sleep for 30mins. HAH.
& i never get to complete the summary. HAHA!
im dead! i dowan to fail seh! i dowan to RETAIN! i must pass!
if i pass, my mom promise me to buy mp3. WEE! nyeheheheh!
SO MUST PASS ONE!

goshh. im so desparate, i really need to pass.
hmmmHMMM. nvr go out today.
lyra & smoolie ask me out. to study at esplanade.
but im short of cashh. even my ezlink dont haf money in it.
so, no money to take the train. Sit at home the whole day.
watch tv, play comp, sleep, shit and whatever else.
THEN, zul called me.
SO HAPPY GITUU. but talk for awhile onliee. =(
he at east coast with his friends.
then he told me he will call me back later.
but i think HE will not.
ALL guys LIKE that now, SAY only want to call back..
BUT never call. HMPH!
i miss him ALOTTTT siaaa! really! i never miss someone so much like this b4.
my heart just itch abt him. hurhurrrr.

&&, i found alif's picture in sepet blog.
i dunnoe who is sepet la.
a guy frm east view sec. I was blog hopping. THEN, saw alif picturee.
WOO!
see! HAHAHAH.
not CUTE RITE?
hahaha. he looks WEIRD..
BAHH. LOOK LYK GAY KAN?
why so funny sia his face?
HAHAHAHHAHAH!
he's my EX la BODO!

BEKK to that!
oh wells. and also, he basterd me in the library.
-_-" WHATEVER LA. he veh tall one. like gala. WOOT!
k diam. IM BOREDD.
k byebye.
i'll do something. friendster or sleep or whatever.
SEEyouWHENEVER.

yours truly;
nurull.

2005-09-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS MY EXAM!

PLS WISH ME LUCK, CAN?
thank you! =)

ANUGERAH, what's the name? i forget uh.
ERRR, khairul. YAHH! its soo obvious that he's gonna WIN!
-_-" ...he looks A BIT like girl. HEH! no offence KHAIRUL FANS!
then, i LOVEEE AZMIR. (or whatever his name is spell out. heh)

JULIE, pls BE STRONG. lifes a bitch..shitss really happens okey.
theres more FISH in the seaa. YOU KNOW!
you're a preety nice girl. u won't lose anything if you lose him.
you CAN haf a good life AHEAD w/o him. =)
be STRONG ok. be CONFIDENT. u still have me if you lose him. cheer up k bestie? =D
HEART YOU MANYMANY. <3>
gd luck in your exam btw. STUDIEE HARD! WEE!

~~and to my readers.~~
ThankYouForReading.
i will be on HIATUS until my exams finish.
you cann still TAG ok?

MUCH LOVE,
nurul albaniah.
MWAHHH. <3

2005-09-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

i GOTTA SHAKE IT OFF! WOO!

currently at school now.
happy happy open blogspot while my teacher is talking bout tsunami thingy.
HURHUR to that! oh wells. almost everybody is doing thier own things and not listening to our teacher. kesian.
After this is Malay. CONFIRM BORING TO THE MAX!
ehh..i like the keyboard la. So smooth. and COMFORTABLE. WOOWEE!

HAHA!

bahdabahbah. k bye dah bell ring.

2005-09-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A SUPER DUPER LONG ENTRY ONE!
if u dowan to read, go away. OK?!

today, WAS SO MEREPEKS!
i came all the way down to woodlands to talk to tat wanie.
JUST TO SORT THINGS OUT! cos she say alotsa bad things bout me b4.
remember those people who tagged and say tat i flirt and all. and cause me to break up with my ex. THAT IS WANIE OK! urghhh! REALLY makes my BLOOD go upstairs ONE!
but then uh, she all penakot penakot kucing bulu ayam, she dowant to meet up.
US [me,asmira(eika frend),eika,iqah,one girl,smoolie and her friend. but one onlie.]
i CALL her up when i reach her blk. she DIEDIE dowan to meet one.
i told her, if she dowan to come down, i'll go up.
AND SO, she told me, she'll call back later. then when she did, she ask me to call this hp number.
i was like "aku pakai bill la bodo! funfair per call kau alek?" then i hung up.
THEN that hp no. miss called SMOOLIE hp. cos i use smoolie hp. so, smoolie called back la.
i'll skip that STUPID phone CALL! cos its so LONG and MEREPEK!

so then, we go up her house. WAITED outside. LALA...
stupid la! i veh LAZY to talk bout that SHIT la! URGHH!
still mad at wanie. for treating the way i dont deserve. AND LOOKIE LOOK,
i didn't EVEN do anything to HER. yet i was so close to her LAST TIME.
she BROKE US apart, then BASTERD him down to the drain and longkong.
she SAY alot of things about me! deceiving many PEOPLE and make them HATE ME.
she don't even know my TRUE COLOURS. then want to say ANYHOW.
i KNOW la she JEOLOUS ALL! then want to do this WAY?
not fair ryte? i didn't EVEN do anything to HER!
WHAT SHIT is that? URGH. whatever la ok!
then summore, i JUST want to TALK to her. NOT to 'rembat' all this.
i got my WAYS. im not the 'heran tk heran' type! i still care if someone get hurt.
im just afraid that i won't get suspended again.
my exam start this friday! HURHUR. k diam.

school
it was okay i guess.
nothing intresting at all. except art. and homec.
homec got 'cooking test'. we must do something we want with those ingredients that are given to us within the time limited.
HAHA! fun la! n funny! WEE! i LOVE! and it taste great too! WOOWEE!
then art, we must choose a topic given and its for the exam. then must do at home la.
must do mind map, 2 pieces of work. BLABLABLA. u should know. OH WELLS.
go interchange with namira. walking to the bustop and shitos shit.
its zul. i can't seem to look at him la. cos it will remind me something. which is so not good to me.
im not angry at him in the first place. and i dont think any negative things bout him either.
then he ask me, 'going home?'. i just 'shake' my head. HAH. actually going somewhere else.

i want a hugg. i never get a hug for sucha long time now. HURHUR. hug me can? =)
k, nobody seem to care now. even youknowho. NOT FIE OK! hmph! ala..paham2kan je! =(

goodnight love. <3

2005-09-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

hellohh..

my neighbour on the 5th floor pass away today.
it's nenek besar. she use to take care of my sister when our parents are out to work. i'm not born yet that time. she got into an accident in malaysia. she was out with 10 other people, in the van she ride in. i dunnoe how to explain it but just 'paham-pahamkan' ok. her husband is in bad conditions.

nari nenek besar dikebumikan. when i reach home, theres ALOTT of people under my void deck. theres buses at the main road and blablabla.. this year, tree people i know pass away. Dowan to mention them.

school
it was fine. nothing intresting. got science test. i sleep half way tru it. i only do section A. which is the multiple choice queations. then the rest i never do. No mood uh. Ms Wee(science t'cher) was late. and we(the whole class) must sit outside the class. BLABLABLA..then zul&co. walk by pass. i want a conciliation. i cannot tahan already la. im so flustered and pique. he just buat bodo like tat. like, look at me like that then just walk..blablabla. no smile or wad? im so foist by his actions. cannot tolerate this anymore la. but HOW? i really want to end this 'war'.
i dont even how that we ARE having conflicts. thats when he told my sister. and my sister told me. i was like 'HUHHHH?'

obsessive;HIM

how?
why?
im so not feeling good.

bye.

2005-09-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

CHIPAI BLOGGER!
i WRITE MY ENTRY SO LONG ALREADY,
THEN I DUNNOH WHAT SHIT HAPPEN!
FUCK LAH! NABEHHH!

ALAHHH. NOW I LAZY TO TYPE OUT BACK ALL THE THINGS AGAIN.
the only thing is, I MISS HIM VEH MUCH ONE. i HUG him CANN? WALALA!

goodnight love. <3
ZULALALALA(cool kan?) huggiesHUGGIES.mwahhMWAH.

unforgiven sin

2005-09-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

helloh.

zul told both my sister and risya that he wants to be alone.

why can't he just told me himself?

even tho i know i will not understand or what, he could just tell me.

and because of he nvr told me anything, he left me worried sick.

For not answering my calls or replying my messages. really, really worried sick.

and now, i really miss him alot..

its been a longggg time since i talk to him on the phone. and its been 1 week since i go home with him.

i really miss him alotttt.

sometimes, when i think of him, it makes me cry. i wonder why.

but it really hurts me, when i sees him in school, he never even look at me or give me a smile or what.

but even when he smile, he is smiling at someone else, not me.

and now, im really confuse. i dunnoe weather we are still 'on' or not.

i did ask him y'day abt the 'being alone thingy'.

i want to know why he wants to be alone now, and why he is treating me this way.

he told me to give him time.

really hurts me alot you kow.

i can't even concentrate on my studies..

my exam start this coming friday.

its english paper 1 and 2. i really need to study now. i won't be fooling around at malls or what shit. REALLY. i mean it!

and i will stop smoking, one! i swear i will!

till then,

goodbye love <3

2005-09-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH.

i didn't have tat much fun on my birthday. my mom treat us at sakura all-you-can-eat buffet. its damn nice. ONE HELLA GOOD EATING TIME! the steamed skallop or whatt is heavenly nice. I DIEDIE WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN, I SWEAR! got many things la. frm sushi to bbq stuff and baked things. ITS ALL YOU CAN EAT! EAT TILL U SHIT, ONE!

and so, OKAY LAH! hafiz [f.b] give me a hp thingy. billabong, ITS IN WHITE AND I LOVE IT! so nicee! thank youuu! wee! many birthday wishes. THANK YOU ALL! and thank you sazlina&namira for spraying cold water at me. -_-". all i get is that, and i love it. =) (padahal padahal. HAH!)

K LAH GOODNIGHT MY LOVE. MWAHHHH!

2005-09-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

and so,

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
=)
present to give me anyone? HEH!
kiddinggssss!
EHH! DONT SABO ME LEHH! I DONT LIKE SIA! KNNCB!
hahahaha.

GOODNIGHT LOVE. <3

STILL MISSING ZUL VEH MUCH ONE!

2005-09-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOH.

today damn bored one. before anything else,
HAPPY BURFDAY FIRII!
HAPPY BURFDAY MISSIE SMOOLIE! <3

hope ur wishes n dreams come true. may allah bless you! =)
okey, school. SO DAMN BORING ONE! first period was english. And i lay down the table and drool. SLEEP LAH TUH! when i woke up, i found many people sleeping also. so i continue sleeping lahh. HAA! next is MALAY. kiwakkk..cikgu hanim was like...URGH! everyday like tat one. TAKPERL LAH..ASAL KAN DIE BAHAGIAA! huahua.

aft malay, recess. EAT CHAR KUEY TEOW WITH NUGGETS. walau, so pedas sia. but nice nice. then contact time i got the butterfliess. HURHUR! blablabla..then homec, got pop quiz. i was the first one to finish. HAHA! so easy chicken fit dodol head one! then maths, ANOTHER BORING THING. but i nvr sleep la. mr sim very fierce one. LATER HE BANG MY HEAD THEN I WILL DIE DIE ONE! haha..aft math me n sazlina n namira go toilet.GO FIX MY MESSY HAIR. get out of the toilet. zul and his classmates outside the toilets. DOING WHAT ONLY GOD KNOWS. shafiq stare at me like can eat like tat. BUT THEN ZUL, haizz! =( dunnoh what la.

i sms him he nvr reply. i call nvr ans. what sehh. I MISS HIM VEH MUCH.

GOODBYE LOVE.

2005-09-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

LIKE HELLO!

today was one supaaa fynee! haf a hella great time at tuition. dont really studyy. as today is the last day for math. GONNA MISS ALL! honestly. took picharss. so much fun lahh! WEE! HAFIZ, the mods guy, the fat basterd. haha! he is so sweet, he wished me happy burfday and gif me billabong landyard/lineyard whatever la. Its just the thing for hp to hang on ur neck. SO THE BAIK SEH! =) neva tot he would gif me anything. and pls, he is not WOOing me. HMMPH! haha.

after school, got remedial. after that, go tampines mall with sazlina and hafiza kecik. sazlina wanted to buy something for her boyf for thier 2mnths anni. SO SWEET SEH! hurhur. walking around, saw RESTU. that CUTEE BOYYYY! hahahahaha! blablabla. after tat go home.
reach home around 5.55pm. lalala. susan at home. and my sister. sleep for 15mins on the couch. then off to tuition.

K LA. BUHBYES SWEETS. I WANNA SLEEP ALREADY.

my love, i heart you.

2005-09-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOH!

today is the last day for english tuition.
*sobs sobs* gonna miss all tha peeps laa. hurhur.
then just now, ms dawn[my tutor] treat us canadian pizza. its so nicee! weee! thank you ms dawn. u will be miss..heh. hope to see u next year. =) so, me and the guys stay at the AMP till 10pm. we talk to ms faizah n one other tutor. i forget his name. talk about the racist blog thingy. and about punks and all. so cool gituu.

then go home. took 21. i waited for like 40 mins at the stinky bustop? chipai. the bus so damn late sakk. in the bus, hariz(yasirah ex bf) msg me.
blabla. he went esplanade with his frendss. blabla, then he wanted to meet me. blablabla. meet him ad small mac. talk talk, smoke smoke. his frends stupid sakk. chipai.
go home took 291. then, hafiz is at the 7-11. the one near tamp inter.
lazy uh to meet him. so, just go home. he saw me when im in the bus and wave at me like bodo.
so funny seh. haha!
reach home ad 11.40pm. i think.

and so, my birthday is next week!! =))
so is firi and missie smoolie burfday. can't wait you know.
but i guess, im not celebrating it. hurhur. so, heck care.

I MISS ZUL SO MUCH!

we hardly talk now. we just sms.
he seems really bz. with his n'level. and remedials n tuitions.
i guess, i just gotta wait. cos wad goes around comes around, what goes up must come down.
k lar. i just miss zul so veh veh much. =((

goodbye my love.

MEOW.

2005-09-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BURFDAY DEAREST ZUL!
heartss you VEH VEH MUCHH! (sorry if i've been sucha bodo bitch n a stupid snob now a days.-_-")
may you pass ur n'level with flying coloursss. MWAHHH!

2005-09-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOH!

tuition was BORING like HELL!

WALAU! never study at all! then nvr study nevermind, but then i want to sleep also cannot.

my tuition friends are like monkeys sak. SO STUPID!

but whatever la, never study oso nvr.

9 more days to my burfday.

AND AND, TOMORROW IS ZUL 16 BURFDAY!

and i got nothing to giff him. ALAHAI! why should someone steal my money at times like this. BODO!

and i can't believe that SALLY REJEX tagged at the tagboard. OMFG!!~

or like, someone is playing tricks on me? huahua.

i've been listening to the song my love so many many times. and like the people in msn was like,

'nurul, asal ko balek2 dgr lagu tuh sak? best sgt ker?'

and then they ask me to send tat song to them and then,

'sally rejex local band? suare mcm melayu..WOO!'

hahaha!

MY LOVE,YOU'RE EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR. UR SMILE MAKES ME HAPPY UR TEARS MAKES MY SAD.

okeyy, i dunnoh weather tats correct or not cox i didn't read up the lyrics cos i couldn't find them. hurhur!

k la byebye.

ANOTHER WHY..

2005-09-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

i just got back from school.

go home with zul. wait for him for 1 hour at bedok interchange. i was being patience n stuff. and yet things could still go wrong. i was having my PMS. so i was not in a good mood nor feeling good.

in the bus, like normal la. BLABLABLA.

i know im STUPID LAH! no need to say it again n again.

i know its my wrong. and i admit it. i dunnoe what happen larh. i know, he was sitting very far apart frm me on the bustop railing. And then, when my bus came, i just go like that. w/o turning behind. cos theres something happen in the bus. LALA. when im in the bus he msg me sayin 'kau tak nak aku lagi kau boleh ckp'. my pipet is low, so i can't reply. then he msg again 'kat tak tau reply aper?' i was so not feeling good. i call him but he didn't pick up. then i dunnoh what else to do. the only thing i can do it call. i cant msg. cos starhub is so stupid. THEN NOW I DUNNOE WHAT TO DO! i call him he nvr pick up! HOW? like everything i do is wrong.

i still love him. i still do, with all my heart. i dont wanna lose him. but im acting like sucha snob.

2005-09-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOH.

today, another typical sunday. so boring.
got nothing to do. mom gone to werk, dad is watching the tv. sister, sleeping i guess.

today, is our 2mnths anniversary. NO MONEY LEH! pokaii. fuck the people who steal my wallet. Inside got 30bucks sial. PUKIMAKHARAM! hmmph! k Shhhh. MISS HIM YOU KNOW! 2 WEEKS I NVR MEET HIM! rindu rindu serindunyaaa. (is tat correct?)im waiting for DINI to give back all my MONEYYY. money money in my wallet wallet soon soon. WEE! im boreddd.
and i think im gonna be crazy. i gif many people long long testi. and im talking alone now. im so boreddd lah! then somemore, the photoshop cannot use anymore. Cos its a tryout. Lasts only for 30days. I want to buy the CD. then im so desparate to editted pics, i ask lyra to edit tha pics for me. she edit very nice sakk! so jelesss. But i dunnoh how she do it, she's using adobe as me oso what. IDIOT!

then yesterday, go bugis with my mom n sister n susan[peini]. my sister want to buy this skirt la blabla. but then over there veh mahal n not nice. Then me, i want to buy some pants n whatever accesories. But then my mom keep on walking n walking sampai tk sempat nk tengok2 barang. Haiya! then haf out dinner at burger king. Then saw RIN [ms stello]. SHE dunnoh ME. so me being so stupid, i called out her name. THEN SHE GIVE ME A STARE LOOK. LIKE WTF SAKK. SHE CAN ASK WHAT, WHO AM I OR WHAT. but then, KIWAKK. want to stare2. like can eat like tat. SO THE MEREPEK!

blablabla. then go bedok. mom say got a VEH VEH BIG pasar malam there. So go to our car, and then, skali, KENA SAMAN! SIAL UH! 50 buckss sak! stupid! then my mom lyk marah2. ITS ALL MY SISTER FAULT. she put the parking coupons WRONGLY! stupidmunkey! lalala. go bedok..SISTER BOUGHT THIS LONG SKIRT N THIS JAPANESE BLOUSE OR WHAT. i want to buy pantsss. CHEEBAI! NVR GET TO BUY. then over there, GOT ALOT OF VOLCOM THINGS SAK! but all IMITATION! hmmph.

you see, my sister put the coupons wrongly n my mom kena saman. then my sister get to buy things while i didn't get anything. CHEEPYEE! and and, i cut my hair AGAIN. HAHA! SO THE MANGKOK U KNOW! hahahah! if i dye the back of my hair, later like goldenmonkey. REALLY~ so aft school finish i want to dye my hair. THEN i WANT TO CUT LAYED. AGAIN. HAHAHA! im crazy. ok i justt miss him so veh veh much. THEN LIKE WE FIGHT OVER SOME STUPID STUFF. BUT NOW OKEY ALREADY. i think so lah! hope so lah.

k byebye.

HAPPY 2MNTHS ANNIVERSARY TO US! WEE!
LOVE YOU VEH VEH MUCHH! MWAHH! <3333

WHY?

2005-09-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

why am i so stupid?
why it end so soon?
why is love so jaded?
why im so stupid?
why can't i keep my mouth shut?
why can't i make things better?
why not, all this things does not happen.

IM SO STUPID!
IM SO STUPID!
IM SO STUPID!

why? why? why?
i hate myself!

im so pissed off today. and yesterday.
yahh, i know. Its all my fault. But then, he was drunk. And like, i did what i suppose to do, but he is just too strong for me. WHAT CAN I DO? im just 14 year old girl. why can't u understand?
im know im stupid. then, what u expect me to do. i did what i do best. =(
my face are dry now. i dont want my face to be wet again or my pillows.

thank you yani, for talking to me. really makes my day.

and today, i go bugis with my mom n sister n susan.
go shopping.
i didn't buy anything.
and everything is my fault.
i know. im sorry.

AND THIS DATE. SHALL BE REMEMBERED. <3
110705.110705.110705.110705.
happy 2mnths anniversary to us.
=(

2005-09-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

HELLOHH!

im so not sleepy! its like 2.15 in the morning and i want to go out.
but my dad haben sleep. bahbie! he usually sleep by now. dunnoe why he nvr sleep now.
i should put sleeping pills in his milo just now when i make tat milo for him.
HMMPH! should haf think of tat. HURHUR!

my love, you're everything i could ask for. your smile makes me happy, your tears make me sad.

damn it! i totally love that song! mylove- sally rejex.
i love sally rejex! WEE!
i want to go town tmr. but if my parents at home then i cannot go out. HURHUR!
its very hard for me to go out if my dad is at home. he will ask many questions..its easy to lie to him but he will ask many questions. my mom dont really haf the problem for us to go out la. just need to ask her. but she won't gif money. hurhur. k nehmind..

bye lah. i want to drink hot chocolate.

2005-09-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

helloh helloh.

today
my day today was alright.
mighty fine i guess.
went out for breakfast with my mom,sister,nenek,bibik and fam.
after that, meet hafiz at the prime bus stop.
he is following me to take my ezlink. so sweet gitu. and then i shall follow him buy his beg. HAHA!
and like, we didn't plan on what we're wearing and like, WE WORE THE SAME COLOUR SHIRT! like..UHH SEBOK! LOL!
he stupid monkey sia! keep on disturbing me. IDIOT!
and hafiz is my bestie okey! hmmph!
after buy his beg. we go home.
he go school lah. at 2.30.
then at 5+ we meet again.
cos im bored and nobody is at home. and after all, he finish school early. heh.
he waited of me at my void deck.
so smoke and chill under some void deck and drink bubble tea. hurhur!
then after that, he got work. he follow me go prime to buy some stuff then he ask me to wait till the bus come. so sit at the bustop and snap some picharss. so funneh siaah. LOL!
then the bus come. LALALA.
go home, watch tv. eat roti. then OFF to TUITION.
but i nvr go tuition. i cabot with yasirah while my sister go tuition. LOL!
oktatsall.

monday
go town. WEE!
so fun!
with some erf the animal farm people. HURHUR.
go haf out lunch at CAHAYA. my fav place to eat. YUMYUM!
then walk ard. the go heeran.
then hafiz called me..he said he wanna suprise them by meeting us there.
so he ask me not tell anyone tat he is coming. so i wait for him outside the heeran.
so funneh SEY! dUHHHHH~~~~ ERHHHHHHHHH~
LALALA..i very lazy. on monday i go town. THATS ALL.

i also havin conflicts with dini..
and a guy confess his feelings to me.
so sweet. you know. but too bad. hurhurrr!!

why zul nvr call me sey?
you know, I MISS HIM LIKE HELL!
i never meet him for like 2 weeks?
and we HARDLY talk on the phone.
i MISS his hugs. i NEED his hugs at this moment of time. =(
i know he got his n'level. but like, atleast sms me or call me or something.
but thiss, HAIZZ! I really miss him LAH! KNNCB!

2005-08-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

make me WAIT and then HUNG UP.
for like 20mins?
and then 'call me back'
im so NOT falling for that!
im tired for this 'wait a sec, i wanna make a call'
*toot toot* *kring kring*
and then
*tooooooooooooooooooooot tooooooooooooooooooooooot*

get what im sayin?

bingit la. k wadever. yasirah broke up with hariz already. hurhur! on tuesday la.
teachers day was okey. the concert went out great. got headbangin bands and drama's and dancing's. lalalala! went back tampines pri. miss my primary schoolmates loadss! well, not really la! hahaha! my old bestie nvr go tps. basterd seyy! hmmph! so like, mrs seah need to use tongkat now. kesian sehh! hmmm. my teachers can still remember my full name.like WOAHH!
'of cos i remember you. you, nurul albaniah bte junaidi. RIGHT? *laughs*'
tats what ms chan and mrs nilakandren say to me.
'wahh, you grow already arr! last time so short, now so tall! taller then me! and last time you got long hair right? now short hair? why did you cut?'
so funny la the teachers. the primary school teachers la.

tampines primary got loadssss of change! almost everything change!

k la byebye!

NABEHHHHHHH!

2005-08-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!

I WAS SUSPENDED TODAY AND TILL TUESDAY. CHEEBAI! I INNOCENT SIAL! PUKIMAK HARAM! MUSIBAT HARAM! HOUSE-SUSPENDED TAT IS. IF AT HOME NEVERMIND UH! THIS ONE, KIWAKKK, SIT OUTSIDE GENERAL OFFICE. CHEEBAI!

What happen was, HAIDIL PUKIMAK took pictures erf a staff, not just any picture, but the jubo! that teacher was wearing a dress and her skirt was 'melayang-layang'. I took raden handphone, thought to happily play those hp games, but that haidil pukimak want to use tat hp. Grining, i pass tat hp to him. He shows signal tat he want to took the picture of the jubo. he 'put the hp under the skirt w/o the teacher knowing' and justt took it. When he look at the hp screen, his eyes like 'LOLOK' i took the hp and saw the JUBO! kiwak, tat teacher wear g-string SIAL! take note; I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. I just sit beside him. And And, that teacher was talking to raden at point of time. AND THAT HAPPEN ON TUESDAY! PUKIMAKKKKKK!

so, yesterday i didn't came to school. So i didn't know anything. Raihan called out my name in the morning when i was sitting and happily reading my book. i was like DAMN SHOCK! CHEEBYE! and he told me, 'did haidil called you yesterday?' me 'NO! why?' RAIHAN, 'k k, now u write ur name and ur offence and you are to make a PUBLIC APOLOGY' i was like 'HUHHHHH?' him, 'dont action don't know. i know that you know about it' me, 'WHAT?!'. he just pass me that paper. and he write for me that offence. i was like 'EHHH. I NEVER DO ANYTHING SIA! HAIDIL IS THE ONE WHO TOOK THE PICTURE! YOU THINK I LESBIAN ISSIT?!' that idiot raihan just BUAT DEK JE! like FCUKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

btw, RAIHAN IS THE SCH DISPLINE MASTER!

CHEEBYE RIGHT??!!!! I INNOCENT DECENT NAK MAMPOS SIAL KAT SKOLA! LOL! k tuh part dah bedek la! but the thing is, I WANT TO TAKE PICTURE OF A TEACHER JUBO FOR WHAT?
think lah thinkkkkk!

STUPID!

AND THEN, THAT RADEN AND HAIDIL PENG ANYHOW TO RAIHAN, THEY SAY TO RAIHAN THAT I MASTERMIND THEM TO TAKE THE PICTURE. CHEEBYE! I NEVER TELL THEM OR ASK THEM TO TAKE THOSE PICTURE! CHEEBYEEE! NABEH TENGTENG!

I SWEAR I WILL SLAP THAT HAIDIL FACE AND RADEN FACE AFTER MY SUSPENSION FINISH! NOT JUST SLAP, KICK THIER COCK AND NO FATHER'S DAY FOR THEM! CHEEBYE~ I REALLY DONT HAVE MOOD TODAY. MY BUTT HURTS AS I NEED TO SIT ON THE FLOOR FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL TIME.

SO THE SO

SO THE PEPEK

SO THE JUBO

SO THE TETEK

sorry for the vulgarities. Meant no harm. BUT JUST LIKE KILLING THAT JANTAN SIAL! HAIDIL&RADEN! due2 dah gemok mcm babi! mintak duet dari pompan je! NABEHHH!

2005-08-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

the GIRLSS DAY OUTTT wasss FUNN!!!~
totallyyy kecohrableee! excluding SASTRI&YASMINE laaa. They follow us too. They are simply not kecoh at all. they just laugh at out lame jokess and stupid acts..haha! k NEHMIND!

FIRST STOP, is FAR EAST PLAZA. have our lunch there, at CAHAYA~ YUMMIES! i BELANJA risya n yani! hurhur!
too picss tooo!

FORMAL PICTURE. haha! (waiting for food to come) my hair not messy sey! i dont like!

INFORMAL PICTURE. WTF? look at my face..LOL! *im lookin at my food! hah! and sastri is doing her same ol facee! *boringg. hah!

after having our lunch..we go lucky plaza to buy ciggies..but then..URGHH..nvm. Well, atleast i got one batang. So go the the carpark and have few puffss..

Inside the lift in luckie plaza. HAHAHA!

after luckie plaza. go paragon. meet alif,afai and isa there. WOO! that galaboy. WTF.tk stail je drg! haha! LOL! walk2 there. Yani want to do french manicure. she ask me out. But then, i also dunnoe..So in the end..Tak jadi.. walk2 in paragonn and snap picturess..

YANI AND ME! GILAAAA!!~ lyk lesbianss like tat. hahah~

Then go toys r' us..TOOK MOREEE PICTURESSS....i lOikeee!

Another me and Yani picc! shEs my pArtner!

WEEEE! who's tat in the centre? hahah! its EZAKtheBRAT. woooweee! felawers&butterfliess.

at the heeran. WEEE! the whole set erf girlsss. JULIE HAVEN'T come yet at this timee.

After the heeran, i go and meet julie. Then she join us. After that, I go meet KHAI. my abg sedare urbanism. haha! jupp also there. haha. with the bigg specs. So vogue lyk tat. haha! Then, we proceed Far east again. Walk ard. Me and yani took neoprints. since they dowan to take with us. After the neoprintss, we took more picss using Risya Diggy Cam. I took picss with juLie..

theres others. but i only pic this one. heheee~! my face sucksss! hahaha!

And then, Julie want to go off, with her frendss. Die ikot sekejap je. Takpe la..aTleast i get to take pics with her. *winks. when julie came, sastri and yasmine want to go home. *pheww* haahaha! So, we justt dudok at the far east level one. Julie go off already. Took picturess again. i took with ezakthebrat. She's beautifull lahh!

heh heh heh!

tHe sTripEss FaMiLy. PEACE PEACE. FUCK YOU. HAHA!

Then go Gelare. Eat ice cream. The ice cream there Exprensive u know! hahah! so niceee! yummiess! then go home, ezak want to meet her frendss. Awwww..giF her hugss. WiLL mIss hEr..*sobs. She'S so Funn n KecohRable. i lOikee! at the mrt station. took pics someone. haha!

wEeeEe! frm 6 people to 7. then became 5 people then 6 again. and then 4.

NURUL DUDOK KANGKANG! hahaha! lol!

OK BYEEEEEEEE! HOLLA AT ME WHEN YOU NEED ME! I TOP UP MY PIPET ALREADY! WEEE!

2005-08-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

i very laZy to update my blog!!~ sO, dOnt BoThe to ReAd uP my EnTriESs oR wHaTeVeR! cOs i LazY to uPdate. LALALA! i wiLL upDate dePendS on My MooD! BuT tOdAy, I wiLL uPdate, bCoS i wiLL be gOinG toWn tOdAy! sO, i TeLL u thA dEtaiLs aFterwaRdsss! tAt is, whEn i gOt hOme fRom toWniNg. GOING OUT WITH MY DEARY GIRLSS! sHoPPiNg tYme Uh! WEeeEee!

sadness

2005-08-15T16:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday, my schoolmate got into a tragic accident. that is hazwan.

known as wawan by most people.

he is a well known student in school. by not academic results lah.

about somthing else. understand understood.

the school was kinda silent. all are in sad feeling today.

in the morning, when our pricple told the news, many girls burst into tears.

girls like raudha,ellisa,syidia,durga,liyana[sec4],suzie[sec4 tech] and many more.

mr raihan gave us a min of silence to reflect back.

and after that, he ask the muslims including staff&students to read out the al-fateha.

while the chinese and tamils read out thier own prayers.

its kinda sad today.

I still can't stick to the fact that he's gone.

as his sister told tat wawan is a good swimmer.

and, he is like the 'heran tk heran' boy. gangster la.

but he has his own soft side too. he is a good boy in some ways.

im gonna miss his crap-ness and stupid joke.

the way the bullies me and such things.

seriously, i think i will miss him very much.

even tho im not that close to him.

haiszsss.

dearest wawan, you will always be in our mind. may your soul rest in peace.

today.

didn't go home with zul, as he got his prelims and finished at 12pm.

so, go home with stef and namira.

took 65 at the bedok town park.

and stop at safra and walk all the way to my blk.

when i reach home, nobody's home.

so when down, to call my mom.

i thought she will be home as today she is not working.

but then, she go to levendar for somethingss.

after tat, i called zul.

btw, i make calls using public phone. harhar!

talk to zul.

i used 6 ten cent coins for talking with zul. haha!

how longg is tat!

so, wait fer my mom under the void deck.

few minss later, she came.

then she ask me to teman her mkn..

so, follow her la.

i eat prata coinss. so noicee! hmm!

after tat go home. lalala! im here now!

so, ok bye!

In loving memory of Hazwan Bin Hamzah.

2005-08-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

The body of a teenager, who wentmissing in Kallang River on Sunday, was found atabout 10.50am.

Muhammad Hazwan Bin Hamzah, 16, was pronounceddead by paramedics at 11.10am.

Police and naval diving units found the body wherehe was believed to have drowned.

The Secondary 4 student of Bedok Town Secondarywas hanging out with a group of five friends bythe river

- a routine the boys do every Sundaymorning.

But on Sunday morning, Hazwan Hamzah decided to gofor a swim.

He jumped into the water and facedsome difficulties.

When he shouted for help, two of his friends jumped into the water to help him but he wasnowhere to be found.

Hazwan Hamzah was due to sit for his N-level exams.

The boy's family, who were at the scene, wasovercome with grief when they had to identify thebody.

Police said there were no other injuries on thebody.

They have classified the case as unnaturaldeath. - CNA/de

In loving memory for Muhd Hazwan Bin Hamzah.
we will miss you.

2005-08-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

hAppY 1mNth AnnIvErsArY to ME&ZUL!

school was okayy. i puked. i got drunked. LOL! mabokk lahh bodo! hmmphs.

go home wif zul as usual.hmmm..many thingss happen. hahah! shhh! lalalalala!

didn't go tuition oso. overslept. im tireddd! hmmphs! ncc oso i nvr go! hmmm..dunnoe whats gonna happen lahh!

uhhhh..i very lazy to update with things alreadyyy!

heartss my zuliciouss! happy 1mnth anni! muuaaaaaackss!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYY! WEEE!

2005-08-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday totally ROCKSSS! i went marina south instead erf esplanade with my frends. cos mom dont let me so. So follow my mom, sister, makciks and adek2 sedare go marina south. me and my sister tot it would be so boringgg and childish..cos basically, tat things is fer kidsss. And we did't even spot some teenagers. Maybe some but the a few only.

and so, marina south, It was fun. Got this rock climbing thing. i want to climb it [its for free]. kinda hard to explain. so nvm. And so, we went to marina south padang. Its huge a full erf peoples. Its another place fer NDP. Got LIVE TELECAST erf NDP. and its also near to esplanade PADANG. and so, we recieve goodie begs. Inside include torchlight,fan,a mini 'kompang',hat,bandana and much much more. Its Fun lahh! it like another 2nd best thing erf NDP. cos theres also MARINA FIREWORKS. there's 2 fireworks going on.

1st is from the esplanade.

2nd is frm the marina. Which happen infront erf our eyes! 0_O

MUCH MUCH BETTER THEN ESPLANADE! hahahahaha! k pape lorrrr!

WANTED to go out with ZUL. but he told me he need to go to his makcik house then can go out wif me. So i was like, k lor..go ur makcik house ferst lahh..But then NO! STUDIP LIKE TAT! urghhh..NVM THEN! got some conflicts between me and him, now, we're okay already. =)

so sweet erf him. totally love him to bits and pieces. Even tho its my fault, he will admit tat its his fault. But tat happen SOMETIMES only. He hot headed ar. haha! somtimes lahh. Mostly he is one caring dude. Love him very strong. Tomorrow will be out 1 month anni. I should be 3, but then, we broke up, then patch again. hah! Oh wells. I still love him tho, even aft i broke up wif him. tats why i decided to patch back with him. See, i can be stupid sometimes. LOL!

Btw, i just came home. Dini came over just now, to design 'OUR' skimboard. basically, its nabella one. But she haven't design the one on the back. Get it? the back is PLAINNN! so, we bought white and pink spray paint. We spray white as the background and then do pink 3 rows checkers. tats what we've done so far. No time arh. And then, we decided to put a ripcurl and volcom logo and each ends. WEEEE! can't wait. =)

And then, tomorrow will be another typical sch day. And and, tomorrow we'll go skim. Ad east coast. With dini & nabella. WEEEE! hehe! not sure weather im going or not uhh! and tomorrow got NCC! hmmm..

okay lah. thanks for wasting ur time reading this long entry. =) pls tag too okay! smoochiess!

2005-08-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

sister went out to bugis. but she told me she's going central to find sum red shirt? -_-"

i should go out today too. Zul asked me out. but lazy ar. no money. my shoulder hurts! ache-ing. damn rock-climbing. still hurt sahh! &*$^%&! hmmphs!

i woke up at 7 in the morning today. fcuk sister. blame her. hahahah! i should haf set alarm on my hp too. hurhur! reach skool at 8.30. i can still waste my time. By easily walk to safra, i took 293 and stop at the stadium and take 65 there. WASTE TIME! Many thingss happen in skool. Oh So FUNNNNN!

there's this part where everybody wanted to sell eveything so they put on sale. frm 3 buck to 2 for 1buck. And so, i bought this keropok, 2 for 1 bucks, some chinese sec 4express sold it. I was walking towards them and one of them shouted "EHH, U STILL GOT CAUPONSS! BUY LAHHH!" so, i gif that caupon to him. he was like "REALLY ARH?" i was like, "YEAHHH!" then he cheer at me and then, including his classmates. And they started to shake hands with me. i was like 'WHAT THEEE HELL?' hahaks..And the other best part is, some other students start cheering and shouting 'WOOO WOOOO' and then the whole school start. -_-" LOL!

also, i didn't go home wif zul. he thinks more about his friends then me. So, WTH..i wont care much too! took 18 to tampines inter. Walk ard tampines mall. ITS PACK ALRITE! wif the studentss and peopless..and NYONYA and apekss.

till now, i can't forget how taufik batisah look. SOO KIUT! loikee his bodieee! hot hunk! he waveee atttt meee!!! WOOOOOOO! LOL!

gd day sweets!

2005-08-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

simply fab these days. national day just rocks my socks.

Friday

tuition as normal. go home wif zul.

saw yati[lost star] at bedok interchange. PWEETY BABE!

nyeheheh!

Saturday

hmmm..go east coast wif mom n sister. haf our din-din there.

mom invited zul,dini&arina to go east coast n eat together.

mom belajer la! so noice lyk tat! but they cannot.

They go the tampines NDP celebration.

Sunday

Go out erf the house @ 7pm. Reach dini house.

pas maghirb, kluar dari umah die.

Go tm, cari red t-shirt. Tk dpt. Kat Baleno,Giodarno N Bossini takde red shirt agik.

So gi jln2 fer a while. Go EPO SUSHI. buy sum, then off to hang ten.

But then ar, no size fer me fer tha singapore logo one.

So take the plain one.

aFter tat, meet zul, ismeth and shahirah.

Go the carnival opp masjid ghufran.

Dini gilaaaa! huahuahua!

TAUFIK BATISAH PERFORM!

AWWWWW!

me and shahirah go to the depan2 to look ad his face.

DAMN HE IS ONE HOT HUNKKKK!

but then ar, the hidong spoil uhh! BESAR!

u know BIGGG? lol!

TAUFIK BATISAH IDONG BESAR! LOL!

enjoyed mahself these daysss. TOMORROW, GARAGE SALEE! WEEEE~

LOL! ok byeeeeee! nk tidoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

SO LONGGGG AND GD NIGHTTTTT!

MANGKOKKKKKKKK!

yours truly..

p/s; imitators, pls, GET A LIFEEEE! STOP COPING MY STYLEEE! BE URSELFFF! thank you!

2005-08-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

hallu hallu..
back frm tuition. it was okayyy.
got home wif awanis..go pasir ris interchange. hoho!

today sch. it was okayy too!

the rock climbing was fynee too! kinda fun. took picssss wif fifi! weee! dunnoe when she's gonna send it to me.
nyheheheh! many things happen uhh..

-didn't get to go home wif zul again. so sad!
-rock climbing peh pasal uh! hmphs! but fun! =)
-safra tamp is near to my house, but den, SIR say must go back to sch, fer safety. so sad! bwat penat jek! hmphs!
-tuition. PENATT LAH SOII!
-called zul during my break. tok shitss with him. make my frendss laugh. they say we are weird. cos kite sort erf 'gado' beh bobal 'akukau' geddit? hEe!
-found out today is Chinese Ghost Festival. OHHH SOO SCARRYY!
-go home alone. walk alone. called zul. HE SORT ERF SLEEPING..AND I TALK TO MYSELF ALL ALONG UHH! >:( bahcen ar u!
-got home, see my hp (i go tuition bring my sister hp!) saw so many msges. Dunnoe whoo msg lahh! u see, so many ppl msg me when MY PIPET IS LOWWW!

can't wait till next week. gonna be loadss erf funn! wEeee! on monday must wear uniform no.3 (NCC) fer national day. hurhur! i haven't get my rank yett! hoi mdm su! WHERES MY RANK U ASS! bahcennn! didn't see her in skool today. hoho! and and..tmr got prefect invertiture. SO BORINGGG! haiyaaa! must wear tie. EH BACEN BTOL!

and so, my hand&arm still hurt. cramps uh..frm the rock climbing. hurhur! can't really write nicely. urghh!

good nyte sweets. =)

p/s: EHH ANUWAR! if u r reading my blog, MY PREPAID IS DAMN LOWW TO THE DRAIN! SO I CAN'T REPLY UR MSG! SORRY UH. LAU NK TOPUP KAN BLEY AHH..NYEHEHE! and and..i forget, in the morning when i was waiting fer the bus at the safra there, GUESS WHO I SAW? itss haikel! OMFG! he is frm his rumah nenek. and he was walking with HIS GIRL! ehh..CONGRATSSS HAIKELL! finally u got urself a gerl. haha! she's pwetty. Bedok north grrl. nice nice! but she taller then u uhh! haha! Gd luck ar eh!
AND AND, HAPPY BURFDAY SINGAPOREE! in advance!! im such a gd citizen! *angelic smile*

ehhhh..i miss DINI&ZUL! lyk, 2 days nvr go home wif him lyk miss him lyk tat, padahal kat skola jumpe. but den ar, kat skola lau terserempak, nanti die stare2. mcm nk aku utang die duet. hmphs! and dini, she's bz i guess. so long she nvr call me. hah! sabar je i! K LAH! GD NYTE SWEETIES WHO READ MY BLOG! =)

Takde KEJE!

2005-08-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

THIS ISS SOO NOT TRUEE! whahahahha!

You Are 14 Years Old

14

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

CAN'T WAIT MUCH LONGER!

2005-08-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

tomorrow go rock climbing. hope it will be funnn! yay-ness! at safra! hehee! after sch. Its NCC one. anyone goin safra tomorrow. See us climbing aitess.. hahaks!

Today, okay lah..not so boring. Subjects are alrite. Got malay test. Paper one. Compos uhh..I write about the Farah..Continue the story. Kinda funny. hahah! Okay stop it. I was selected to go Marina. NDP carnival. among the sec twos i was one erf them who are selected. Weee! hEe!

I also can't wait till the 20th august. Going outt withh aidaaaa! yay! shopping. And GERLSS DAY OUTT! wee! this coming 11 will be me and zul 1mnth anniversary. It should be 2, but since we break up and then patch again..So 1 lahh! SO MANY EVENT WILL HAPPEN DURING AUGUST AND I LOVEE ITT! weee!

Just now, during science class, my class make ms.wee cry. Lyk..what the hell did we do? She's the one who Membebel. And then she cry. LIKE, we dont UNDERSTAND a thing at ALL! i know uh we all noise. but, no JOKE no FUN, no FUCK no SON. correct? humhps! k wadever. Homec was okayy, cook frech toast. SO DELICIOUSS! delicious then nuruliciouss. hehe! i loike it loadsss! Save it, then show it off to the DNT studentss..they were like drooling and nk JAMAH. hahaks. Gave them sum. =)

juss Finish talking with daya. me and her dah okayy. i Think we dont even haf conflicts between us after all. Juss misunderstading i think. She's quite fun. hEe! Go tm after skool. i saw AFAI! my oh my! i miss him loadss! as a frend arr! so long already nvr see him. He grew a lil bit taller. heh! saw many people arr. Lyk, laura (my very old classmate), ali (spf boy), AFAI..LALA. and moree. While walking at tm. saw ADAH and hazima. (sec ones) adah is wiff her boy. OMG! am i seeing correctly? LOL! seriously tat boy has a VERY VERY BAD TASTE! but what to do. Adah is not really a girlfriend material. She is not really tat sporting and tk sebegitu kecohh. k pape lahh!

guess what?
I MISS DINI! EH DINOSAUR, AKU RINDU KAU! JUMPE AKU ONE DAY PLS! k thank you!

2005-08-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello helooooooo! today is kinda boringgg.. my terrible sore-throat became MORE WORST! i sound like ..a..A GUY! mcm LAKI GITUU! eyewwww! even my frend doesn't reconise my voice. Shit ass! i HATE SORE-THROAT! LYK EAFHUIWANBWIA!

huahuahua!

this is when we haf out lunch at pizza hut. Yummies!
[photo taken by arina.] [yani missing]
Me,Dini&Fizah. (frm the left)

nyehehe! got loadss erf pics i took using webcam. haha! nothing to do! hmmm..go home with zul. i dunnoe why, he like to take my stuffs and keep it. and treathen me tat he won't gif my stuffs back to me. lyk, *&^%! LOL! in the bus 38, aida and frendss camee..then the whole bus kecohh..lyk whoaa! only 3 girls then the whole bus kecoh..lalala! drg turun kat eastpoint cos ade byk bdk chankat changi sec. so..lalalala! reach afghan stop..turon..got pasar malam there..nyehehe!

aku gatal. hahah! ambek gmb sendiri! kwang kwang kwang..dak mendark ambek je lahh!

LOL! im boreddd okayyy! hehe! I KNOW DIDI'S DIRTY LIL SECRET! He knows mine too! hehehe! DIAM OK DIDI! LAU TAKKK! AKU POTONG LIDAH KAU! BLUEK! nyeheheheh! k bye bye. want sleep! im still sick! go slight fever! URGHHH! need medicine! but no medicine. lay to go poly.
LATER WALLIGATORRR! URAGHHH! nyehehe!

oh bug, pls come out erf there!

2005-08-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

i got this terrible sore-throat. Which i got frm ahem ahem with my neighbour. I must not do tat again. I must really Stop It! nyeheheh!

Today is my MakAkuPehLaki bufday. hmmm..k wadever. Jusst wish him can lah!

Didn't go sch. Kinda lazy. Last min plan with Stef. Huahua! Go chill at 200+ when a sec 4 pasir ris guy came and chill with us too. His name is adib if im not wrong. He ask for ciggaratto. We said no. Actually we haf, but den, saving lahh! FYI, I DONT SMOKE! thank you! So, stef ask him weather he cabot or not, he told us he want to masok class lmbt. So, he chill with us fer awhile. LaLaLa!

Want to waste time, at 9.15 like tat, me and stef took 39 and proceed yishun. Waste time okay! so, in the bus, i got stomach pain. I kept on farting. haha! but no smell lah! and Silent mode! okay! nyehehehe. Reach yishun, taufique called me. My so called abg terangkat. LOL! k diam, he told me, 'ehhh, skert u lawa uhh.' i was lyk 'huh? mane u?' he was like 'HAHAHAH! I BLAKANG YOUUU!' WTF?? So buat bodo. Isn't tat great? he saw me but i didn't saw him! -_-"

So haf own breakfast(again) at kfc, before we(me&stef) came yishun we shared a big breakfast at macdonals. Den eat again. Hungry arr! Walk2 at north point. Kinda boring uhh! Nothing much there. LaLaLa!

12.15pm, we went back tampines interchange. Stef go bedok while i meet dini. Meet dini at pizza hut. Haf my Lunch there. Risya,Fizah,Dini,Yani And Me. Rich gerLss ehh..mkn kat pizza hut ehh..hahaks! YUM YUM! Sedappp! hee! after tat, go walk2..Then go home..Reach home, kena nagging uhh..U know, i Know..Understand understood.

Yours truly..

WEEE! i lupp eikaa! LOL!

2005-07-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

nyehehe!

today, i go out with eika and iqah(eika frend). FUN LIKE FCUK SAHH! hahaha! makes my day. I woke up at 12. sister told me tat eika called and to meet at 1.45 at mrt station. So, kluar kol 1.45. hahah! Reach at 2. I wait and wait. Called dini, she came over. Den at 2.45 eika n iqah come. I asked them why dey are late..lalala, go This Fashion. try out some bajuss. black polkadots wif pink halter neck and white cardigas, Veh nicee! Cardigan costs 15 buckss. The helter neck is 9 bucks. So, try out, VEHH NICEEE! so decided to ehem ehem. I also can't belive tat it can fit into my small tote handbeg. Nyeheh! Bergentar-gentar badan aku. So, asked eika to pay for the halter neck while i go out wif iqah and dini.

Pay already, Ape lagi, gi toilet lah..Tukar baju! nyehehe!

After that, Halimi(dini father) came to fatch her. She and her Fam want to go Jemputan ad clementi or sumthing..LALALA!

So walk ard at TM wif eika n iqah. Just the 3 erf us. Took picss. So noicee&Swoitee! Kinda agree with what eika say, me and iqah look the same. Lyk twinss. weeee! i got twin..=D
After tat, go fest park. Chill with Fad,Nizam,Azrul&Dannish. LaLaLa.

[For the rest erf my journey wif eika n iqa, Pls read Eika'sBlog, http://eikayul.blogspot.com]

LaLaLa..Go home, didn't take 291 actually, i walk. Frm tamp inter moi House..walk walk..The got this gropiess erf ikanss. Feel kinda Paiseyy..so called dini and talk with her. Then got this kwn alep, dunnoe wad his name..Exchange wave's and smiles. And one erf his frend trow a 'QUA CHEE' at me. WTF..k wadever. Reach home, my famly play a prank on me. They dun't want to open the door. BASTERD! k pape lahh!

And so, reach home, Play tha comp fer awhile. Then ikot mommy go shop. Buy thingss and food. Then mommy go werk straight. Reach home, eat my Murtabak. Then eika called. Tot whoo, she was like 'Panas, masokkan dlm OVVEEEN!' haha! gile lahh! Finish eating play comp..LALALA! talk to zul!

K lor, want to sleep.
-Cheers!

2005-07-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

my dad, sit at home the whole day. yet he boss me ard. Ask me to do this, do that. Fish him! k wadever!

Went out today wif mom. Go expo, to tempah baju raye. This year we're wearing pink. i Loikeee! kebaya with sulam again this year. hee! pink is with the fam and sedare's all. Im wearing green as solo. hee! i luff green and pink. and maybe another baju, i'll be havin white or black. hehess! i lovee hari raya! got lotss erf money. then can save up and buy things i want. yay-ness! So, expo, kinda boring. No 'IKANS'. nvm. while mom is talking wif the mina indon bout the kebaya, i took pics using mom hp. Later one day i'll send it to my email and put it up here.

After expo, took 38 to tampines interchange. Mom check my hp, and she read my smses. I put zul name as zulicious. And she asked me, 'sape zulicious' i told her, 'kwn biase la. bdk skola' she was like 'YEE keee? *smiling2, tersengeh-sengeh*' so, i stare at her and smile. she was like 'chey cheyy. nk mataer, mataer, tapi pelajar mesti bagos' so, ape ape lahh..k, now she knows. she doesn't even like care. whoaaa! best! haha!

Reached tampines inter. Headed to Sinma. mom wants to buy new bras. haha! she bought for me also. 1 pair. kinda small fer my humps. hee! While she was looking at things and stuffs, i called zul and talk to him fer a moment. I buy hair clips and scarf(cekak rambut). then, walk ard the bazaar at the tamp inter. I also bought a white&black stripes sidebeg. 9.90. mommy buy for me. lufff herrrr! Too bad tat my sister didn't follow. she misses the shopping. hehe!

I forget, i chat with sulhi(adek didi) in msn. He sound me as kakak angkat. I was like so shocked..Like, suddently gitu. He told me im nice and caring?. whoaaaa! today is so fyneeee! woowee! i luff my abg taufique and my adek sulhi. haha! Cyute kan gitu? hahaha! its all 'angkats' not blood. geddit?

See ya!
Muackiesss!

new layout!

2005-07-30T02:38:00.000+08:00

helloo! it's like 2.40 in the morning, and i still not asleep yet. I've just finish doing my layout. New layout! what do you think bout my layout? Looks like nonsence? Shit? or what? haah! i've been doing bloggin since i came home frm tuition. Dini ask me to do her layout oso. Quite tiring uh! lala!

I came at 8.00pm to tuition place. It start at 7.30pm. 30mins late. bahh! i overslept. Sister woke me up late. Like, at 7.00 she wake me up. Im tired ok! i wanted to take a cab, but no money. So, take 21 as per normal. I came and abt 10mins later, Ms Dawn send us to break. Like, i juss come sah! k pape lahh! i've been coming late for tuition now a days. hmmm..

During contact time in sch, Mr Sim ask me why i never come to NCC. I told him tat i got tuition and all..and i HAVNE'T GET MY RANK. He said, 'ohh, you malu arr..sec 2 already got no rank' me and my frends burst to laughter. And i said yeahh. He told me to meet him after sch to pass me the rank. So happy! So i think, i can go NCC w/o worries. I think..Go home with zul. Took the mrt wif him. he very leceh ar! hmphs! leceh2 pon maseh sayang jugak. haha! tats what sazlina told me..

ok bye-bye. nite nite kiddos! =P

BOO!

2005-07-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

like hello. Today was fyneeee! Class photo taken today..i was position on the 2nd row, 3rd on the right. Last year, i was position on the 3rd row. Last year pic TOTALLY SUCKSS! Those apek tk tahu suson! But i got a good feeling bout the pic this year. The cameraman is kinda good ar..4 snaps are taken. 2 formal. and 2 informal. The first shot, i blink my eye, cos the flash was pekat. And i was shocked. LOL!

No P.E today, cos of the photo thingyy..buat penat je bwk P.E shirt. Urghh! k wadever. history was damnn boring. almost half of the class sleep. -_-". But not me! No No No! im a gd gerl. I pay attention. heh! After skool, i chill in skool fer a while..LaLaLaLa!

at 8.30, meet zul at some Community Centre near dini house. Waited for dini, damn sloww! like snail! LOL! go chill chill lepak lepak dudok dudok at some blk. they want to asap. lala! you see, i don't smoke. So, i stay away frm them, eventually, the urge for asap-ing came to me, and so i take one stick! HELLO! one onlyyyy! okeyy! hmmm..then go home. Zul send me to the busstop. Wait till the bus come. Lalala. walk home. reach home at 10.34pm. mom,dad and sister is at home.

So, tats my day! SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY! gd nyteeee! muackiesss!

Happy 55th Burday Mak Yah!!

2005-07-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

today is mak yah's 55th burfday. Go her house, at queensway. so farrrr! mommy drive one lah! errr..got there..All the sedare2 frm woodlands till where-ever in singapore was there. The house was pack with Mak Yah's friends and my sedare's. Its kinda fun ar..Cos i never meet my sedare beside my mom for quite a long time. The last time i meet them was..errr..Can't remember.

Intan, the kiutest babygerl was now grown up. So fasttt! but still kiut arh! Her sister's, iqah and qila looks ugly now. HOHO! ~~im so bad!~~ LOL! &&, i neverrr meet my abg sedare KHAI for quite a long time too! KINDA miss him! OMG!, did i juss said tat? Ohh wells. =P

got buffet at mak yah's house. The food was superb. YUMIELIOUS! go playground while the ~~makciks in the house gossips and laugh loudly.~~ With the kids and the teens. LOL! watch the kidss play ard and run ard and then fall on their butts! So kiut like tat. Basically, just chill there. Eat, talk, watch tv, laugh..blablabla.

Juss reach home now. Sleepy. K gdnyte!

-Nuruliciouss Hearts Zuliciouss-

sunny yellow banana dayy!

2005-07-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

haluuuuu..today, nuthink much..got science test after sch.
kinda easyyyyy! haha! go home wif my luv;ZULLL!
sucha disturbing in the bus. kept on makin the 'cacat thing'. haha. No one knows what's tat.
nyeheheheh! watch incredible tales. OMFG! its damn scaryyyyy! mommy i can't sleep! help me!
-_-"
and so..i watch it ALONEEE! when i scream and the whole house shake, then my dad came and watch with me. LOL! that make up artist who make up that someone to be the thing is really good! Looks so real! and like, WHOAAAA! ok shut up!

Chatting wif dini and didi now. Conference talk, on the MSN. hahah! talk shits. Its been long since i chat with didi. Kinda miss this nonsence shits. Hahaha! and so, Today was mighty fyne. I guess. Nothing to worry about. No homeworks, no nothing. And tomorrow will be a sunny yellow banana day againnnn! WEEEEE! hmmmm..MINAHCHI (english teacher) will not be teaching us anymore. Yay-ness! FYI, she sucks! Our form english teacher will be back tomorrow. She already gave birth to a babyboy. i think. Congrats to her! And i saw her after skool, SHE IS HOTTTTT! with her stylish baju. and hairstyle. Hmmm..looks simple to me. Wadever. Hope she will not gif me any trouble.

Till then, i gotta sleep. Gots sch tomorrow. Want to..errrr..do things. HAHA!
yours truly; NURULICIOUSS.[ . lollylicious dolly. ]WTF? haha!

HEARTS ZULICIOUS! MUACKIES!

wosh wish woosh!

2005-07-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

haluuu! nvr go out again today. stay at home with my fam.
dad n mom not werking. so its kinda hard to go out wif they r at home.
tomorrow got science test. WOOOHOOO! SCARYY! -_-"
talk to zul. he go city hall. AGAIN! tk jelak ke? every week gi city hall.
and so, today was okay. like a sunny yellow banana day.
chat with didi too. gila peh olang! haiya!
k uh..want to sleep. i haven't pack my beg all sia!
nvm..tomorrow morning i pack! ok byebye!

do not stay at home on saturdays.

2005-07-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

stay home all day. *sobs sobs* sister tell my mom that she will be in school.
But actually she go town with dunnoe who. Sial sheh! i sit at home all day! boring gile nk mampos! Nak mati nie..tapi tak tahu kenape tk mati mati. LOL!
tot of meeting zul after my mom go to werk..But then, THAT IDIOT GO TM WITH HIS FRENDS! *rolls eyes* sial btol! know how it feels? when you are freaking bored at home and wanted to meet someone, and then, the last minute, he/she told you that they are out with frends. Like, FUCK LA! bingit kan. K whatever. i will pretend nothing happen.

My sister is still not home yet. I know she is having fun now, and me..Stuck at home! URGHHHHH! i hate you la zul! humhps! i've been reading seventeen mag for the 4th time now. And what i've been doing at home is; watching tv, listen to 98.7fm, call zul and then hung up and call him again and hung up again and so on. See how bored i am. Never been so bored lyk this before. i've been hungry since 4 in the afternoon. But i've been eating and chewing since then, dunnoe why im still hungry. LOL!

IM SOOOOOOO FREAKINGGGG BOREDDDDDDDDD!

hmmm..maybe i should start changing my layout or edit my profile in friendster or somthing..And so, i on the speaker as loud as i can and dance like a mad person at home. haha! What the heck, Im alone at home and im freaking bored.

And so, i will keep on dancing until my sister comes home. I won't be answering any calls, except for dini's call. She told me just now she bought VOLCOM BELT AND PANTS. FISH HER! I wanTtttTtt! HumHpsSss! k bye-bye.

2005-07-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

i was late for tuition juss now, it started at 7.30.

i came at 8. LOL! i get out frm my house ad 7.15.

mind you, that tuition place is at pasir ris. u know mercu?

yea, tats it.

tuition was okayy. there's a new student.

he is kinda lame.

he make his own joke, and he, himself laugh at it.

while we, sit there, not understanding a single word he said.

LOL! k forget it.

i went home alone..took 21. walk from safra all the way to my house.

ALONEEEE! ohh sooo scaryyyy!

Jumaat tau! full moon lagi!

but serious, it is scary. my place is kinda sunyi.

takot lau apek gile ke..mama gile ke kejar aku lagi..haha!

pernar kena ok!

atau green goblin kluar ke..kakak putih kluar ke.

k diam!

i tot zul will come n fetch me or what..but nobody wait fer me at my tuition place.

my dad got car oso no use. tk nk ambek!

bodo! i hate going home alone!

So, skool today was also fine!

got math test. Kinda easy. Next week i got science test. on monday.

i think i can do it! Be confidence about urself! heh!

go home wif zul.

took 38. skali, his mother naek bus ngn adek die.

hahah! tros die dudok jauh2 dari me.

sedih tau! beh balek sorang. mcm budak bodo.

puas hati aku naek 69 kat bedok inter dari 38. humhps!

haizss. i missing zul ryte now. i dunnoe why..

so dun't ask me why. ok zul?

lalalala!

I've change my skin. Roxy.

this is temporary.

Not a BIG fan erf roxy.

i onlie a BIG FAN erf VOLCOM! yay!

k bye bye!

nid to do this DINI BIOL BLOG!

cannot do herself. bahcenic!

("v")NURULICIOUSSS HEARTS ZULICIOUSSS("v")

2005-07-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

just came back frm tuition. the first thing i did is sign in my msn. and the ferst person to msg me on the msn is dini.
like no other people lyk tt. lol!
she told me that zul ask me to miss call his hp cos he sleep already. i did.
twice only. and then she ask me to call her hp. when i did, she didn't ans. the second time, she ask me to call back later cos she talking to someone i dunnoe. lyk, WTF? then she ask me to call her fer wad? k forget it!

Tuition was not boring. Kinda best i think. Ms Farhana told us a story bout a fight she haf between her bestfrend and her old skool frend. Its kinda long. It's funny if u listen to her story. But fun. LoL-nEss! Go home with awaniss and her guy, khairi. Walk to pasir ris interchange. Awaniss and me talk about the cerite lame. About the Hari raya Gathering for MelayuSG. And about zabid incident that happen to me in the bus. Its funny when we talk about it again. Telling old stories which used to happen. Like, funny, remembering the past back. haha!

i miss my old friends. my primary school frends. i wonder how they look like now. Haha! maybe still kentalan-buah-lemon or like kakak-kakak-semaju-fashionfreaka..Its also funny when you think back about ur primary school days. I remember that i always send for councelling bcos of vulgarities and smoking. Haha! Imagine that. Smoking? Primary school? What? LOL! don't want to remember my pastttt. its so funny and miserable! hah!

i shall stop here. Tomorrow i got P.E. That shucks! Nvm. Tomorrow i'll be playing P.E. Want to excercise! LOL! and look, i've lose weight. From 45 to 44. HAHA! and im 165 tall. Skinny lyk papan! k bye bye!

2005-07-21T15:30:00.001+08:00

go home alone today! =(
LOL! lyk i never go home alone lyk tat.
Plan to meet dini at small mac at 2.15 after skool.
i reach there, but she's not there. So i go Sinma to buy some stuffs.
Then walk back to Small Mac and she is still not there.
So i just go home.
Zul got N'Level oral or sumthingg..Gd Luck bebey!
i took 65 at the bedok town park..then take 291 at tamp inter.
LaLaLaLa..i've change my song..Parking Lot Pimp. Blow.
This song Totally rockssss..i LoiKeeEe!

Great! Today got tuition..Science tuition. HaizSs!
Im very Hungry now. I nvr eat during recess. i Juss dRink miLo..
nothing to eat at home..
Oh yeahhh..i saw siti sarah today at tamp inter..old skoolmate in tamp pri.
She's kinda sombong and kerek. she stare at me ad ferst..then i smile..and she was like giving a 'nak-taknak' smile. Lau tk nk seyum, jus dont!~
and and..today is racial harmony day!
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY EVERYONE!
im so hungry now!
k bye. want to find somthing to eat!

2005-07-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

me and masturahh..i Miss her Loadss!

cAn u see us?

my sister and me. at bugis..long tyme pic ar..This is taken while wating for zul.

today..skool was usual. scolded by mr sim cos never go math remedial yesterday.

haha! syabas nurul!

homec was okay also. didn't cook anything.

blablabla.

after homac, this daya was going to her art class. and she was staring at me like some kind.

like i own her money. WTF.

pape la..dun't care much.

lalala. Go home wif ma zuL. wait fer him at the busstop..

then wait fer the bus..b4 the bus come, decided to walk to bedok inter instead.

walk walk walk..reach there, take 38..

saw my fren. and they was like smiling2 and tersengeh2. sepakkang!

haha!

take 38..adah and one erf her frend also take 38..

i dun't like tat Adah. si tipah tuh suke tipu!

understand? she like to tipu-tipu. tell lies all ard.

she once told sazlina that Maten want to kenal2 with her.

like, WTF? lau die lawa sgt takpe ar..LOL!

and when i ask her..she was like 'mane ade mane ade'

Eh eh si tipah nie..Tipu lagi!

k forget it. She n her frend sit infont erf me n zuL.

Pape la eh..I want to pull her hair..but that zul was like pulling2 my hand.

-_-"

and the other thing is..he keep on wanting to trow his chewing gum at me.

tak baik kan..pape la..

BLABLABLABLA..yaadaayaadaa..

meet dini at the mac at afghan there.

ZuL follow cos i ask him so. hehe! thank you lalink!

meet her cos i want to take my money.

aku kan tai long girl. hahah!

thats what didi told me. LOL!

after that, go home.

And then..Now, i want to sleeppp..

Gd Nyte!

2005-07-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

suAidi [didi] n zuLfadLi [fAd]

.the two guys which i treasure.
like what dini say,

GOOD BYE PAST, HELLO FUTURE!

Hello peopleeeeeeess!

amaciammmmmmmm? baekkk?

okay..

Today i go city hall.

Watch Baybeats. It was okay, Can't mosh. =(

k nvm. Went there with my sister, dini and idah.

hoho! gile sak kite!

reach city hall, we go flash and splash cos idah want to buy that roxy beg.

after that then go buy Junk Shirt. 15 bucks sial. murah.

but i nvr buy ah. Idah is the one who bought it.

after that then we go esplanade.

buy Strawberries againn and banana dipped with chocolate.

Yum yum!

blablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..yaadaa yaadaa..

go walk2 again at suntec..window shopping.

then go home take bus 518.

kinda fast.

listen to dini mp3 all the way in the bus..

stop at the temasek poly.

the go buy bubble tea at the blue sea shop. then go al-kader, buy prata.

hungry u know!

then....GOT IKAN THERE!!!

ooweeee..olala!

one erf em wore the some freshbox tee as me.

the he keep staring at me! heheh!

too bad ar eh! dah Attached! =)

takmo jeles k darlingggggggggg..................................

gile la aku! full stop byk byk.

k pape la. kinda bored now.

lalalalalalala! tomorrow got school! oh shit!

k la byebye!

2005-07-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today..
i juss came home frm 'tuition'.
meet dini at her house. then lepak2 under her void deck.
then she called alep. then alep come with afai and azril and one more guy tat i dunnoe his name.
basically i didn't go tuition la. Lazy ya know! hoho!
After sch i meet Dini also. its like, everyday i meet her. And everyday i'll call her. she's like my second Mataer. haha! Meet dini and idah kat small mac. Planned to go airport and just chill there.
But then cancle. Lazy ar. So we juss eat our lunch at S-11. blablabla. go Home.
Reach home..talk with zul 4 awhile. Then he want to sleep. Put down the phone, and i also fell asleep. I dream something funny. Nvm.

Yesterday..
Didn't go tuition also. Meet idah at Mrt station at 7.55pm, Dini is soo late.
When she reach there, we go jalan-jalan at tampines interchange and the Pasar Malam there.
After that, proceed fest park, as there is a concerd band between pasir ris sec and changkat changi sec. Watching the bands playing is kinda boring. But what the heck. Bdk pirate is also there. Hakimon,haikel,nizam,azmeer,azrul,azril,fadli,bachtiar,sufie,dini,idah and many-many more.
Yes, bdk pirate is alottt. Its fun tho. After that, when everybody (the apek,nyonya,makcik,pakcik and the rest erf singapore citizen) go home. We stay there and chill till 11.30pm. Gile la!
Haikel wanted to talk to sastri . Dont ask me why, cos i also dunnoe why. Called sastri using my hp. blablabla.. After tat, me.dini n idah go starbucks coffee to chill ovr there, but too bad, starbucks dah tutop..hahaaaaa..
Instead we go macdonal.
buy ice-milo and chill there. lalalaaaaaaaaaa..
go home. reach home at 12.15. dad asked "nape balek lambat?" i told him "gi pasar mlm ar ngn kwn tutition" hahahahaha.
then call dini..conference ngn bacen tuh* and then sleepppppppp..
k bye-bye..
I've updated alreadyyy..

NURULICIOUSSSSSSSS..

2005-07-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

hellooooo..
currently in school now.
having IPW.
haha! need to research about tsunami thingy.
kinda complicated to explain.
its a project..

In deep water a tsunami may only be inches - or a few feet high. But when it reaches a shoreline that energies becomes a wall of water that can be a mile high.

Haha! kinda boring. Everytime teacher walks ard me..i will action action searching abt tsunami. step baek..haha!
padahal maen frendster and blogspot..HAHAHA!
gila la!
tat stupid sakai kept on 'EY NURUL. SOMBONG SAK U'
irritating shit! WTH!
nvr platy P.E today. nvr bring my P.E shirt.
k lah..GTG!
byebye!

2005-07-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

heylowwwwww..
today go jamming with fadli and dini and the rest of pasir ris sec boysss..
quite fun..
blablablaaaaaaa..
take 17 to dini house..she want to mandi2 and then meet zul at east point.
its kinda long storie and kinda complicated to explain..
eerrrr..i reach home at ard 6+
mommy and sister is at home already.
i play the comp fer a while then straight to bed without changing or bath ferst.
penat gilebabi sia!
woke up ard 8.50 like tat.
mandi..eat..then watch tevee. called zul. as he miss called me alot of times when i was sleeping.
kacau betol! org tgh tido beh call-call.
and also, when i was sleeping, that stupid SAKAI called me.
he was like 'hello, nurul ade'
i told him, 'sape nie?'
he was like 'nie haidil!'
haidil is my classmate ar..he thinks i dont know him but i do.
i checked the caller ID..stupid!..i just hung up on him. malas nk layan!
today is juss plain normal boring day. nothing intresting happen.
and and..i shit twice in skool today. hehehe! i think its the food i ate during recess.
and..i top up my pipet alreadyyyyyyyy! yay!
k bye-bye!

2005-07-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

helooooooooooooooooo..
juss came back frm tuition.
nothink much happen in the tuition class.
i listen to F.B ipod mini all the wayy..
not much intresting songs there..
but its okayy..hmmmm..kinda boring tho..
my day was alrite. meet dini and idah after skool at small mac..
haf my lunch there. hoho!
after tat..go dini housee..
*error*
*error*
*error*
den go home take bus number 8.
kinda humid in that bus. stopped at temasek poly and walk home.
got home, play tha comp..then called ajul. take to him fer awhile..
then off to sleep. k then go tuition..
den balek..
now im here.
k byebye!

2005-07-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

oi oi!
amaciammmmmmmm? ada baekkkkkkkk?
tak? padan muke! mampos ko nanti! huahuahua!
tomorrow got skool. so very the malas.
and then zul pon gile! lol! go hospital today!
my MakAkuPehLaki masok hospital arh..
why? i dun want to tell! secret! =P
after go changi hospital wif mommy, i go east point with sister while mommie go to werk.
meet dini there. and then meet zul.
then go eat at burger king. then sister come, she wanted to borrow a novel.
blablabla.
after that walk frm east point then go dini house. its quite near uh.
so den, go dini house..eat chocolate and let her change her pants. and do wadever she wants..
then dini go meet her family. while sister, me and zul proceed to my house.
sister want to take things tat father ask to take. -_-
after that, dah naek bus..my sister ferget to take my dad hp which he ask to bring.
so, zul stop at the afghan there while we stop at tamp inter and take 291 back home..
waste erf money. .
denn..we need to go back to the hospital to visit my dad again and gif his hp and things.
and sit ard there, talk to my dad and blablabla..
then go home.
took 10 then 291.
in the 291, guess who i saw?
jeng jeng jeng...
its that GALABOY!
ALIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF BINNNNNNNN *i dunnoe his father name.* =P
me and my sister was like havocing in the bus. and alif keep turing his head to look at us.
LOL-ness!
and and thenn..when he want to turon frm the bus, he knock his head on the bus ceiling.[?]
i was there, staring at him with my mouth open.
with his paisey face, he smiled at me and said 'errr..k bye bye'
i was like 'tuh la tinggi sgt, k bye!'
hahahaha!
so here i am. at home.
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2005-07-10T02:05:00.000+08:00

hey, ngh buat ape? *segau voice*
hehehe~ gila lu!
go town today. go town with dini.
reach der ard 4+ i can sae.
the ferst place we go ish paragon. when to the quik shop. dini want to but tha roxy beg.
check out those stickers and stuffs.
after that, go far east and haf out late lunch at Cahaya 4th level. hoho.
i buy that hotplate rice chicken. totally nice! cost $4, worth it ah. better then macdonals or KFC.
arina n sufieyani was also der. jumpe diorg kat situ..
eat.talk.eat.laugh.
den after tat, gi jumpe Lan at far east.
he looks okay. stail.
after tat. walk2.
then go paragon again to meet zul.
then go to the quik shop again. tis dini arh. gatal!
afta that, walk2 ard town again..wash my eyes fer awhile. *winks*
after that, go home. took tha mrt with dini n zul.
listen to dini`s mp3 wif zul.
stupid. keep on pushing me. idiot! hmphs!
zul stop at simei. like duhh~
dini n me stop at tamp. go chill near dini house with her frends.
smokin weed..huahua!
ard 9.45 i go home. took a cab home.
lazy to take the bus. later nid to walk summoe. lazy uh.
got home, noberdy is at home.
now, im here.
conferencing with dini, zul and lan..
k byebye.

2005-07-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

haluuuu..
i found out tat wanie broke up with didi already.
saddening fer didi.
but, why?
they gone tru everything togeder for 5 months.
i gone tru with didi fer only 4 months. hurhur~
like, can i wish to be his babygerl again? hahaha! DREAM ON NURUL!
i wont get into relationship with anyone now.
SINGLE.MINGLE.PRINGLE!
today, english tuition lyk normal. zul talk to tat F.B
i don`t know wad zul say to him, but what the heck.
the F.B is so irritating in class. haiya! gila la!
on the way home..some mats followed me.
like..WHAT THE FARK..
they follow me till the carpark there..i tink they stop following me when i tegor one erf my frend there. diorg tgh lepak2 kat situ.
k pape la. tomorrow going town wif my girl. TheBiol. NiNy.
i dunnoe weather zul is following or not. or Lan is following or not.
and my money..finished up already.
i bought a barbell fer maself n dini ($6 each). a necklace which cost 9.90
we eat a long john sliver. and most erf it. i pay up fer dini.
coz she got no enuf money. haiyaaa! girl, better treat me tomorrow.
hehehe! jk jk!
she come to ma house juss now, cos she wanted to use the comp.
den my mom send her home and then my mom send me to tuition. naek car la!
then blablabla.
k bye bye. nk tido.

2005-07-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

helloooooooo~
stupid suria. 2nd season erf dia has not finish yet. asal boleh jek nie suria~
haiya..i hate that FIFI. pikir die byk pei lawa ar. haha~ kens btol!
errr..i didn`t go NCC juss now. hurhur~ bsk conferm kena ngn tuh Mdm su or Ms chan.
haiya~ i want to quit ar. but..haiya! byk susa loh!

no plans tomorrow. got tuition. english tuition. tat fat basterd will be there.
haiyaaaaa~ stupid lame jokes again. irritating.
saturday im going town with mai gerl; dini.
zuliciousss tuh taknak ikot. pasal ade BOLA. sepakkang! bola bola bola.
humhps!
punye pasal la..so, if tat dini walk-walk with that Lan, then i will be walking alone behind.
errr..so, anybody want to ikot us go town?
we going shopping fer baju and acessories..
and taking picturesss. yay~
lalalalalalala~ boring..just now, science class also boring.
haiya. k lah. i want to shlip. tomorrow got skool. k byebye..

2005-07-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

i really feel like crying after that someone send me that msg.
why can`t people just shut up after what they hear?
why must there be spreadings?
i really wish that i could die sooner..
after one, one more come.
and and, what? i easily get JELAK? WTF?
if i jelak, i wont be chasing after u again. i would be huggin anoder guy.
Look, i told ya i`ll wait. And look, im still waiting.
I DONT GET JELAK EASILY SIALLANS!
i really get pissed off bout this shits. urgh.
u know what, go ahead. do whatever u what. as i can`t do anything anymore.
im jus a girl. a 14 yr old girl. with such a small brain. ain`t that right?
BINGIT SIAL!

haisssssssssssssssszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
thanks ar ehh~k bye ahh!

2005-07-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

i kept changing my layout.
i guess im just too bored. might as well do something then nothing rite. =)

reach home at 4.38pm. meet dini at bedok interchange wif zuLICIOUS and Sabun.
name nk stail2 jek. meyampa! hehe~ plan to meet at 2.30pm. that stupid dini reach bedok at 3.00pm. sialans. kite tunggu mcm nk mampos! after tat, go rotiboy. tha bedok one.
after rotiboy. sit fer a while to eat rotiboy. while zul go do that boy thing wif sabun. kwangkwangkwang! =P
after tat. go home take 38 with zul, sabun n dini. si Zul ar. pakse suroh naek 38.
he stop somewhere in simei. lol! i n dini stop at north park. we walk2 at afghan..
there`s this group erf boys eating. while we are walking, one of this boy, or should i say guy look at us, and then his chicken fell onto his pants.
when i walk pass him, i told him, 'tuh lah..tgk pompan lagik..gatal'
that guy turn and smile. And WAVE. haha~ dini dah gile2.
tat guy mintak no. but too bad lah eh. malas mo layan.
and then, after sch, i receive a websms. stupid!
dunnoe who sms me and talk shit. i think its alif n frends.
siallans.

k la..i wanna slip. haha. got tuition.
ohh shit! later got that irritating fat stupid basterd again.
that stupid desparate fat basterd! eeeeeeeeeeeeee! i dont likeeee!
so irritating and keep on buggin me and still oh so irritating. eeeeeeeeeeeeee! pegi la diet! nie tak, hari minom bubble tea. mcm mane nk kurus! nanti takde org nk kawin ngn ko! hahahahaha!
k byebye!

2005-07-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

can i have an everlasting love once in a while?
oh yeah, i forgot, im only 14 and im TOO YOUNG to be in a relationship.
im still 'MENTAH'. otak kecik. budak kecik. Bile nk dapat IC kan. baru 14. *rolls eyes*

wadeverwadeverwadever. i dunnoe why i get angry easily.
i get very angry somtimes when i see some guys. or sometimes i get angry when i see a couple.
i dunnoe why..do u know?
stop it. i dont wanna talk about those 'LOVE' thingssss.
those shizzes are just pieces of shitss.
this is my 2 entry for today. & i get bored easily too. wadeverwadever. i just dont get it why guys like to basterdddddddd a girllllllllllll. urghhhhhhh! this things are making me mad again.
stop it stop it stop it!
pape lah okeyy..
haizzzzzz..only if i can go back to the past and take back what i`ve done b4.
if not, i will still be with zul now. if we lasts, now we will be 1 month and 7 days of together-ness.
bcos of my desparate-to-be single again, i lose it all. and now, im regretting.
ohhh nurul, why you are so stupid? sister say "u`re only 14. stop thinking of this, look at me, im 16 and yet, im single. I dont even think bout this"
urgh..k wadever.

Im feeling so lonely
and a ball where the sunrays shines in my eye.
the day has begun .. and i knoe that is u ..sure am i .

i still remember that song..nyehehehehe..i oways listen to that song when i talk to zul at night.
i still like that song. IM FEELING SO LONELY..blablabla..gila!
k la bye bye!
muachies!

p.s;im lazy to put coloursss..nyeheheheh!

2005-07-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

THANKS AR EH!
BDK PIRATE REALLI MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL!
credits to people like didi and fadli. thanks eh u guys!

korang saketkan hati aku. sial.
satu lari gi kat pompan laen.
satu buat alasan.
eh pukimak(s) aku blang korang eh, lau korang nk break, bley ckp lah eh.
tak yah nk berpuseng2 jalan. ckp teros terang.
nie ckp, "i tgk kite dah slack je..beh susah nk contact blablablablabla"
get to the point lah. brainless guy.
oh yeah, i forget. teachnical. ohh so sorry.
*rolls eyes*
ONLY 13 DAYS. WHAT SHIT IS THAT?
SO CALLED, I SYGKAN U, I CARE FOR U!
nk silent, silent. Ade mulot buat ape? makan taik?
Cakap lah BODO! BINGIT SIAL!

this is where i can only let out all my anger.
now i know how zul really feel. and i`ve regret it.
im sorrie zul that i`ve break ur promises. all erf the promises.
its not that i dont know how zul really feel, i do.
its hard to explain. kinda complicated. i`ve been basterd alot of times.
and it feels really hurt and its really painful. but also, if i ever ask fer the break up,
i will feel very bad n guilty. so, its the same feeling.
feels very lonely if u know that there`s nobody around loves u.
hurt=painful+bad(guilty)=lonliness.
love is complicated. so thats why, i`ve choosen to die. or should i say commit suicide.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
what r u nuts?
im only 14. i dont wanna die. u crazy biatch!
gila lu! i still think love suxs. love will break ur heart.
i`ve decided to be single till im 18. *evil smile*
those boy out there will only stay as my bestfrend or just frend.
i dont want to ungkit2. diam sudah lah. aku buat hal sendiri. korang pon dah bace nie. diam sudah lah eh. tak yah nk kecoh2. takyah nk ask questions.
Btw, i`ve changed my layout.
k bye-bye.

and i can use ma comp at home. so just holla at me at msn.
or hp oso can. k bye.

2005-07-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

haluuuuuuuuuuuuuu Riaaaaaaaaaaaa!

im currently at dini biol house.
(or so called surfbabe) -_-"
perasan, yes, i know.
heheheheh!
i come here to take homec n history book. (her used book.)
recycle lah bodo! and so, i won`t waste my money..
isn`t tat great? hahaha!
btw, im so sorrie fer not updating and so.
my dad tk bayar bill SCV. and so, im broadband internet wadeverwadever cannot use. poor me!

today, i eat and shit alot.. damn, my perot hurts. i think its the hotchocolate i drink in the morning..
gile.
and also today, follow my sister go the shop near library to buy sch shoe. she want to design it blablabla. die kan gile.
i mean, die kan artistic. -_-"

k bye-bye.

your truely; NURULalbaniahhhhhhh. (im proud of my name ok!)

2005-06-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

hallu.

wake up early today.

usually i wake up at 1+ or 12+

hmm..i got nothink to sayactually.

but im bored. tats why im updating.

i broke up wif zul. I know its fast n blablabla.

i dont blame him. he l o v e me so much.

i dont blame him cos im the one who ask for it.

i wanted to be single again. as i miss my single life so much.

u know, after i break up wif any of my bfs, i didn`t get to enjoy my single life for a moment.

bcos, there will be other fishes come and eat my bait.

zul told me, every gerls gif the some reason to a guy.

well, every guy gif the same reason to a gerl.

Alif did, he told me he want to break up wif me coz he want to be single.

and then, 1 week later, i found out he is already attached.

to make it more intresting, he promise me tat he wanted to be single.

And look, now he is attached to a girl named hayanti.

And that girl is from bartley sec??

that girl is like lucky i can say, because she is going to get basterd by alif again.

i dont usually ask for the break up, but now, im totally desparate to be single again.

i dunnoe why.

but when im in a relationship,

1) i must call my bf if i want to go out.

2) must tell, who im going out with.

3) must call him everyday at night (maybe)

4) must not talk about other guys.

those 4 things are the first things are to take care of when i haf a bf. so i dont want to haf any bfs anymore. (for the mean time) =).

my prepaid are finish within few days. and why? err..i also dunnoe lah. -_-"

my house phone bill are also going way way up..and why, becos my family use the phone. like, all the time. haha~

damn, im so lazy to go out today. my mom want to go east coast today. she want to go for a sun tanning. haha~ wif my adek-adek sedare n sister. n mommie. nevermind lah. atleast im going out today, but im lazyyyy. NVM!

okay kids. that`s all for today. muackies! =D

2005-06-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

hello,

when east coast today.

my cuzzin burfday is today. celebrate it over there.

not pit. just sit there and eat and talk and watch people skimm..

they are so hot!

i mean, the weather is so hot.

-_-"

i saw my frends frm frendster.

like wan n nisaquikgerl.

nisa totally look diff frm her pic.

obviously, she doesn`t know me. sheesh.

its kinda boring ar. but still fun.

i neva swim. coz i nvr bring baju.

malas uh. later need to mandi. then carry beg.

east coast it kinda pack too.

many ppl there.

i cant wait for zed pit.

i want to swimmm and tanned up my skin.

lol! and i`ll be real tanned up when school reopen.

and my frends will like "Nurul, hitam sak kau"

hahaha!

im just plan crazee.

LOL! Stop callin me LOL lah ZUL!

my name is NURUL not LOL!

i just like using the word LOL.

LoL= Laugh out Loud.

i laugh bcoz u make a funny thing. so i say lol bcos im lazy to laugh out loud.

so its a short form. -_-"

u know whatt, Alif Give MY NUMBER to his frends.

WHAT THE FARKK?!!

2 guys msg me yesterday.

they told me they are alif frend.

so wadever. we GOSSIP about alif. OMG!

haha! sms ok. not conference.

ok i`ll shall stop about alif!

later ade orang Jeles.

heehee.

i need new baju. Must go shopping sometime.

Oh yeah, Tomorrow is mom pay day..

yay-ness.

ask her to go shopping wif me n sister.

im going to buy alot of stufffffffff!

and and, i forget,

i saw NASH. at mcdonals east coast.

he wif his skimboard.

i dont think he know me.

and i THINKK i saw wanie too. frm the back uh..

i dunnoe uh..

ok lah bye! guek mahu tido!

2005-06-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

whoever you are,

stop using my name idiot!

1)your fader never give you a name issit?

2)or u`re just jeolous that my name is NURUL!

which one are you?

and for your info, i dont type like tat!

what do u think i am?

a guy? and for wad i need a condom?

i dont have penis u idiot!

and i don produce sperms.

i dont have testis!

im a girl for god sake!

such stupid ceatures dont u think?

whatever.

i just think that u`re jeolous bout some people and decided to write thoe kinda shits!

and, its so obvious; it didn`t work.

i shall end that here.

went to bugis yesterday wif sister.

she wanted to buy some pants.

we walk round n round bugis searching for a perfect pants.

at last, we bought it. cost 12 bucks.

oh-so cheap.

i saw cardigans and off shoulders.

niceee oneee menn! i gotta buy those.

must go shopping at bugis soon again. and this time, i bring my mom along.

hee! understand ok!

after bugis, go esplanade.

but strawberry coated wif chocolate again. and marshmellow too!

yum yum~ plan to meet zul there.

but he got somethings to buy for his mommy.

while chilling at esplanade, it started to rain. a bit.

a bit only ok! cari tempat laen.

buy water. then chill at esplanade again.

took some pics. i mean alot of pics. hurhur!

camera whore, i am!

so proceed to suntec.

walk-walk there. its kinda pack, like always.

went quiksliver shop.

see board shorts and the slippers.

got this nice rip curl boardshort. im going to buy that one! hehe!

after that, go city hall mrt inter.

take train and stop at bugis.

wait for zul there wif my sis.

Zul is so slowww. lambat btol! mcm pompan! haha!

take train to tampines. zul going to his makcik house.

he stop at bedok.

reach tamp, wanted to buy paparoti.

while walking, saw dini n risya.

dini bought somthing at quik. hurhur~ dini is a rich girl. hah~

after everything, go home. take 291.

i just know that eika had gone to melbourne.

she never tell me. humhps!

best sey! ok takpe.

and btw, i cant use the comp.

my comp n sister n mom comp crash!

long storyy~ using mt dad comp.

senyap2. shhh!

anything just gif me a call aite!

-nurul&zuL-

250505.

date stail kan? hehe!

sm0och smo0ch!

2005-06-05T03:17:00.000+08:00

nurul is goin crazy.

it`s like 3.17am now, and she`s still awake and could still update the blog.

haha~

im just bored ok!

and i cant sleep.

hurhur~..wrote a poem or wadeva on frendster just now in the evenin`

u should read it aite!

coz its bout..jeng jeng jeng..

MA FARKING DAD!

huahuahua~

yea. he suxs.

and dont tell me wadeva shits that "he`s ma dad and he do this he do tat".

i heard tat b4 ok. peoples tell me tat b4.

and i tell u all,

junaidi bin shafie wont change.

ever at all!

ok diam ah! dont want to talk bout junaidi animore.

hmmm..never go out todayy. so boringgg~

at 9+ or something i called my darlz,

he told me he at esplanade.

basterd sey, never tell me b4.

dont care uh.

so..watch ven helsing.

Touching sak..the last part. like want to cry. blablabla.

the vampire also jambuuu. weewit! haha~

and the wolf is like, oh-so real!

mcm, cannot really see the special effects lah!

i like that movieeeeeee! so touchingg~

i like touching movies.

ok diam!

bile nk top up prepaidd niee..

no life sey kalau takde hp.

ade hp ar, cume takde duit kat dlm prepaid.

so hp takleh pakai, so takde hp lah gitu.

haiy0o!

hmmm..i miss him so badly!

when can i meet him..

no freedom siak. i totally hate MakAkuPehLaki.

i dont call him 'DAD'. coz he is not my dad.

when tho he live with me in the same house and wadever shit.

oh shitto. i haven`t jemor kain baju.

takpe. bsok jek buat. ok bye. gua mau tido.

lu mau ikot?

hahah! mepek yer nurul!

nurul btol2 going crazy.

wif <3s,>

i misssss himm!

who? ariel lah. my babyboy!

hahaha. no lah!

its..JENG JENG JENG,

ZULLLLLLLLLL~!!

2005-06-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

wawa/wanee asked me to update.

okay i will.

got tuition today.

awaniss never come.

i go home alone.

i take 21.

walk alone. from the safra all the way to my blk. its far ok.

while walking, some mats, or should i say guys are lepak-ing at the playground near the PAP.

irritating sak diorg.

they follow me all the way till the al-kader.

keep saying hello hello. and assalammualaikum.

sebok jek.

then tgh jln lagik. some abg2 motor asked me where im going.

hahaha. hensem u! lolx!

i told them im going home. like duhhh~

then they say 'nk abg antar tk"

i was like..tak payah sudah. nie blk depan mate. nk antar buat ape.

so then buat bodoh jek.

i reach home at 11 i think.

tuition finish at 9.30pm.

then mother ask me to buy food after tuition.

so i did lahh..

that mama is so slow. i dont blame him lah.

it justt tat theres so many people buying mee goreng.

so i waited for 25 mins for 1 nasi goreng.

so very penat.

hmmm..ajul got a blog seyy..

hahah~ so cute og him to haf a blog. =)

my ehem ehem..hahah~

k craps.

whoever birthday is today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

=).

ok bye!

2005-05-29T19:59:00.000+08:00

OMG!

IF im still with alif, today will be our 4 months.

FucK OF LAH ALIF ! u can DIE!

IF U ARE READING THIS, even tho i know u`re not reading this,

juss fuck off. LOL!

haha!

k forget it.

today, SO BORINGGGG!

the kittens are still missing.

hurhur.

where`s the mommie cat?

MOTHER CAT! MOTHER CAT!

hahah!

im going crazeeee!

basically, im just plain boredddd!

i got notink too doo..

i want to eat junk food.

but no junk food.

lalalalalalalala!

ok lah bye!

2005-05-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

due ekor kucing hilang!

ohh nooo! and SITI is depressed. because her kittens are missing.

hurhur!

meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

where are you kitty kitty?

come to mommy! haha!

stay at home the whole day.

and talk to ajul on the phone for maybe the whole day i can say?

i called him in the morn. and then afternoon. and then in the night.

so like whole day lah.

its fun tho.

fun finding the kittens.

and fun cleaning the house.

and talking to ajul and found old, oh-so new friends.

charlene, thank you. =)

but please, SHHH!

heehee.

nobody smsed me todayyy..

okay, dini smsed me. but ONLY dini!

nvm.

she ajak me kluar.

go coffee bean to lepak2 over there.

my english is so broke.

excuse me for tat.

i miss eika n wanie.

sudah lama tidak berbual degan mereka.

heee..perfect malay?

WANIE birthday is coming and i dunnoe wad to but fer herrr!

what do u thinkk?

ehh wait..i dont even haf the money to buy her gifts.

damnnnnnn..she will think im a bad friend.

ok i will stop here and go to sleep and dream that im swimming at wild wild wet!

heheh!

and the other part of my dream, i will dream of ajul n charlene.

i will imagine that they are suffering frm the mad butterfly diease.

hahaha! may the force be with you! BOTH!

WHAHAHAHA!

ok bye!

you.are.the.raindrops.i.am.the.sea!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2005-05-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

hallo hello.

ermmss..im so sleepy.

its like already 12.09am.

k wadeva.

got tuition justt now.

go home wif awanis,yasirah n shikin.

niss walk with her guy.

so lobing. =)

got home, called my ehem ehem.

but his mom say he sleep already.

basterd sey.

he asked me to called him when i got back frm tuition,

but then he sleep.

basterd. so takpe takpe.

i justt smsed tafique.

he is soo sweet!!

he wanted to "date" me out during tha june hols.

so sweet kan. he want to treat me.

i dunnoe weather i can go out with him or not.

later my ehem ehem marah.

hehe.

sorry ehem ehem ku!

lols. i know, he know, public dunnoe.

sheehs~ oh so missing my ehem ehem too!

want to wait foe him afta sk0ol or not 2morrow?

he got dnt uhss..until 4+

ok nvm.

so just now afta skool go su`s house.

den go out again.

while walkin to the bus stop.

i saw WANEE!

she`s oh so adorable! mcm nk cubit itu pipinya!

khakhakha~

go north park.

lepak2 there 4 a while.

asap asap SEKEJJAP aje.

heeee~ i dunch smoke ok.

ok maybe 2 puffs ONLY~

damn. I MISS HIM LAH!

nvm, i will see his face in skool tomorrow, i think..

till then..i want to sleep now.

want to dream of my ehem ehem.

hehe~

lala~

2005-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum.

kalau tak jawab tak baik tau!

so, lebih baik jawab!

hahaks. k gila.

meet dini n risya today at small mcd.

saw many old n new frends.

i saw nizam, my primary sch classmate.

sufian, ma schmate.

irah, melayusg.

and other peoples.

irah looks so different frm her pic.

and nizzam grew taller.

and sufian nk step skimmers. haha!~

meet dini to return her hp and change lineyard.

after that follow risya go rotiboy.

then after tat, go dini house.

to put on nail polish. haha!

lapas tuh, balek.

take 39 go tamp inter with dini as she want to meet her mom at tamp mall.

damn, kecepat sey prepaid dah habis.

hmm..gotta collect money soon.

must top up.

if not, im going to die!

hahah~

ok.

dreams nvr come true.

they come true to only the special peoples.

my dreams nvr come true!

hmmsss..

ok lah.

bye!

ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul ajul.

cute kan name AJUL~

hehe!

iWANTmaMEN!

2005-05-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum semua!

i`ve change ma layout.

isn`t it nice? butterfly n swirls all over.

i likeeeeeeee!

today,

nuthink much.

go home with fizah.

saw this really cute bedok north sec guy at bedok inter railing.

hahaks. saw him lookin at me too.

lol!

ellisa asked me to bring tha roxy beg today.

den she never come.

but susah seyy..

stupid biatch.

hahaks. she`s not really a bitch lah!

i hate raudha. that bitch.

say many bad things bout people and she things she soo good, so beatiful.

she say that my eyebrows look like setan.

she say that sazlina look like a main and she say that fizah step kiut.

meyampah siak.

dier pikir dier byk peh jambu arh.

dier pikir dier byk peh cute lah.

kimak..kening dier tebal nak mampos, beh nk draw lagik.

lagi tak lawa.

mate fishball.

ok. i will stop blabbering bout her.

ermms..wad ehh..

i got tuition later. malas sey nk gi.

hmmm..actually today i must go home with zul.

but he got dnt. n he finish at 4.

so late. so i go home ferst.

damn. ma prepaid lowww!

bile nk topup niee..

duit takdee..someone spare me!

please?

hehe!

okay lah. i gtg.

wanna eat.

im so hungry. -_-"

im so bored!!

2005-05-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello.

im so bored.

didn`t go out today.

i planned to go out with mas,dini and the rest.

but then, i woke up at 11+,

and my mom is makin some kuih.

so i helped her.

i helped her till 3+.

and im like so tired.

so tak jadi nk kluar lah.

masturah came over to my place to play comp instead.

while dini go downtown east with dunnoe who.

poor dini..

mas wanna meet cacah n pei yu at 7+ after sheplay comp.

so, its aite with me. b4 she left, she wanted to take some pics.

so we did.

take some crazy pics. and ALOT of pics. i only publish some.

pape lah.

yesterday, i neva go tuition.

i lepak2 with mas n dini.

and rudy n sadiq.

rudy n sadiq is ALIF frend.

OMG~

hahaks.

dini smsed alif using MY phone.

she say "u..i want you back.."

basterd kan..but its okay lah..i do want alif back. hehe~

u know wad alif reply?

he say "U can ask my any question, but not this.."

paisey siak akuu..

dini arh nie..i was like shouting at her.

rudy say "takpe lah, kau ckp je name aku."

so i did. i smsed alif n told him it was rudy blablabla.

then alif called my hp.

i was like "OMG~ DIE CALL DIER CALL!"

rudy angkat.

bobal ape lah nie lah..

so wadever.

its juss tat, its so hard fer me to get over alif.

but nvm.

i wont repeat the past.

ok bye!

2005-05-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

mY cute lil`caTs. they are all BLACK! there are 4 of them. 1 one them is still sleeping. :)

2005-05-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

aGain. lol. btw, click the picture to have a clearer view. coz this blog is design to be like this if posted some pictures.

2005-05-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

my crazy face and mas. =P.

2005-05-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

lastly, pls shoot me!

2005-05-11T17:45:00.001+08:00

ape je dini, step belaja konon~

2005-05-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

masih berpasrah.

2005-05-11T17:44:00.001+08:00

tis is my lunch. kat marybrown lah. its NASI MARYBROWN. yum~ too bad, dah habis.

2005-05-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

im still pasrah-ing. and the rest are just having fun.

2005-05-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

ape je tau nie 3 ekor. khakhakha~ dini sawan. fizah gile. nurul pasrah.

2005-05-11T17:42:00.000+08:00

thats my stupid face. tis picture is taken by me in skool carpark. and that is sazlina.

2005-05-11T17:41:00.001+08:00

nurul, dini and fizah.

2005-05-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

dlm toilet century square. that is my spec she is wearing. stail kan?

EXAM dah habis. yay-ness

2005-05-11T17:24:00.000+08:00

hello..

sudah lame tidak update.

exam lor. busy lor.

and oso malas. lolx!

I ALREADY BREAK UP WITH ALIF.

he basterd me. yes, he basterd me.

its a long story.

its like this, on tuesday i went library with my skool frends.

i was reading a book while walkin in the library searchin` foe place to sit.

skali i was like peekin and i saw a groupies of east springs.

i was like ok, alif could`nt be here.

SKALI, fuhllamekk..alif is stading there betol2 infront of me.

and i was like, stading there staring at his face.

he smiled at me.

so did i.

the next thing i knew, his frends were callin me telling alif want to see me.

so i did, i step going to toilet, and came back and i ask him what.

he told me "ape?" i was like, "u panggil, nk ape?" he was like "ape?"

so i just walk uh since there nothing intresting.

buat bodo, buat bodo, bace buke bace buku. den balek.

the next DAY.

that means today,

i went to the library again.

and SAW ALIF AGAIN!~

this time, its like worst.

i was playin the comp.

then was alif entering library.

i tell my frend, "apehal si dekni gi library je, takde keje ke?"

afta that, play play comp comp.

kwn kepade alif call me.

he want to talk pritavly. i was lazy and ask him what frm my place.

he was like, sini je lah.

i asked him, ape, alif mintak break.

he shake his head sadly.

i was so shock. ok not so. ok lah shock lah.

i feel like crying. but in the library cannot cry.

so i wont.

buat bodo buat bodo.

i go out, and called dini to come over to the library.

dini came with zaidah, fizah n jamilah.

dini talk to alif.

afta that, dini told me,

alif want to break bcoz he WANTED TO BE SINGLE FER A TIME BEING.

i was like, UHHHHH?

sad lah.

but i refuse to cry, this tears wont fall on me.

lalalalala.

pape uh. im just so freaking sad now.

its been 3 months. and ALMOST 4 months.

im so sad~

*cry out really loudly*

take pics with dini n frends.

-nurul lost a part of her.-

nurul refuse to cry.

nurul is moving on.

nurul is trying to carry on.

nurul try to still stay happy n cheerful.

I WON`T!

hello.

2005-04-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello.
today..after tuition..theres someone commit suicide.
at pasir ris. i think tomorrow the news will show one. haha.
my frends all dare me to cross the line.
so i did, i saw the blood all..so yucky..
then a police come he say, why are you here.
you should not be here. cannot be on this side go that side only.
then i sa..no lar..im here coz i can help to investigate. suree onee.
then he laugh, i oso laugh my frend oso. haha..
i like to fool ard. like fun like that..and the police men oso cheerful.
he is not like other police..other police step mane peh garang..mane peh fierce.
haha.
today oso.
damn bingit.
after tuition i go home take 15 ar frm the pasir ris inter.
then usually at this bustop, some typical mat sepak takraw or soccer will take that bus oso.
abt dlm 7-8 ppl ar. today, one of the boys seat bside me.
then talk2 like hell..laugh2 like hell. they think i cannot hear ar coz i was listenin to discmen.
but actually i can hear them okayyy..
then the boy beside me was takin my pictures. i can see the relection lah stupid.
first time nvm ahh.. the 2nd time i shout at him "APE SIAK AMBIK GMB,KO PIKIR FUNFAIR PE?"
thenn theyy all laugh2. the boy beside me mintak maaf. but i ignore them.
buat muke. tak kasi chance. hahah.
k lahh..i gtg. nk sleep. bsok ade english exam.
byebye.

2005-04-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

this is my medecine. which i go poly on monday. got high fever lahh..and got 2 DAYS MC! YAY!

2005-04-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

okayy..that is what it look like after putting the iceing thingy. i made it all by myself ok!~ and i know its messy. and the nia on top, its my nick name which my family call me. =)

2005-04-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

this is what it looks after been baked. and b4 put the icing on top.

2005-04-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

woohoo!~ pouring it down. wee! haha! k gila.